ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
the 1st semi-finals for proj. superstar is out. oh my goodness. how could Wei Choong get eliminated? and worse is he lost to Jason?! thou Wei Choong is not my favourite and i din vote him at all, but i tink he's so MUCH better than Jason! its not tt im prejudiced against Jason cos de song tt he sings is my beloved Energy's song. but in fact, he really spoilt de song! my goodness!!! once and again, Jason got de lowest points from de judges and yet he managed to win every week! oh gosh. poor Wei Choong.
but a good thing is, Kelvin made it in! this means singaporeans show NO prejudice against handicapped!! thou Kelvin got really a VERY BIG disadvantage for this week's competition cos it requires him to sing AND DANCE. but wid his determination and courage, he still managed to get it! so happy. so inspirational. handicapped is NOT USELESS!! and if Kelvin really emerges as de winner, i tink its really a very good start for handicapped to start pursuing their dreams. nothing is impossible. yeap! hehe. and now, everywhere in np, derrick's posters could be seen. my goodness. hahaha.
guys' semi-finals results.
Jason - 31
Wei Choong - 35.5 sigh.
Junyang - 39
Derrick - 38
Kelvin - 36.5
and de girls' semi-finals results.
Silver - 31
Xinhui - 33.5
Ruth - 28.5
Candice - 30
Kelly - 39.5 wohoo!!!!
Ruth was eliminated. expected it thou. but i thought Silver's performance was worse. hahaha. and KELLY GOT IN SEMI-FINALS WITH THE HIGHEST POINTS AGAIN! omg. she's my goddess, my queen! i tink she's really marvellous! she performed wid a sore throat and still managed to score! haha, if u have de talents, means u have de talents! wahaha. she rocks! yeah! im so obsessed in Kelly! haha. turning lesbian soon. lol. i could never forget her "Open your eyes" performance. really touches my heart. hehe. KELLY'S MY SUPERSTAR! wahaha. sounds so, so, so smth!! hahaha. limited vocab. lol.
so much for now. haha. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 11:55 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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