ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, June 03, 2005
yeah. jus came back from TAS bbq.
its fun, but something's missing.
oh well. din eat much thou. hehs. wanted to look better tml.
oh and yes! today's my darling denise's 18th bday.
haha. had a wicked plan to upset and surprise her.
told grace to tell denise tt im super duper pissed at her.
make her as confused and upset as possible.
when she really tink tt im really angry wid her,
i sneaked up to her wid her favourite Oreo Cheesecake.
hehs. her eyes were teary. haha. im so wicked.
lalala. oh and yes! today its a good day for miss maybel.
yeap, its a good day, no doubt at all.
bcos, all my mouldiness is gone! yeap, all gone!
cos there's no more rain, and there's sunshine!! so mouldy no more.
*note : i din spell wrongly. its not moodiness. its mouldiness tt im toking about.
and gonna stay fresh for a couple of days. yeap. i hate being mouldy, yucks.
prepared myself for tml. oh ya, tml, DND Night.
woah. jefri's picking denise and me up to M Hotel. how nice.
shall update about my DND Night after i get back.
i sure got loads to say after that.
cos miss maybel is prepared.
hopefully, she could do watever tt she's supposed to do. yeap.
dun get me?! its ok. soon, everything will be clear. yeap.
nth more to report. ciaos. gotta rest early.
im prepared. i dun wan to get mouldy again.
*i wont be alone. || 11:36 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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