i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
Untitled By Simple Plan
I open my eyes I try to see but im blinded by the white light I cant remember how I cant remember why Im lying here tonight
And i cant stand the pain And i cant make it go away No i cant stand the pain
Chorus How could this happen to me I've made my mistakes I've got no where to run The night goes on As im fading away Im sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me Im slipping off the edge Im hanging by the thread I wanna start this over again
So i try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And i cant explain what happened And i cant erase the things that i've done No i cant
Chorus it explains all.
*i wont be alone. || 10:08 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.