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ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, June 30, 2005
sigh. i skipped class today, AGAIN!
scm lectures again. omg, receiving warning letter soon.
went library to wait for andrea, june and mai.
doing our final presentation for IS.
stayed there for a few hrs. ate lunch den went for IS.
presentation was really bad.
and de qns other grps bombarded us wid were worse!
sigh. de good thing is, there's no more IS next week!
and de bad thing. no more IS on thurs.
means i only haf lessons from 8 to 10am!!
which increases de probability of me skipping my scm lectures!
argh. how? how? how?! sigh.
headed home after IS, feeling very lethargic.
was yawning non-stop since i reached skool.
wanted to nap, hehe, but went cycling instead.
cycling makes me, so me! wahaha.
oh, and my all time bestie came over to my place.
hehe. my dear dear phui hae aka pig! *grins*
updated her wid alot of happenings. hehe.
and i realised she's bcuming more n more humorous!
she told me smth and i couldnt stop laughing.
note: she's studying in simei ite.
"i've to wake up at 530 every morning and leave home very early. and when i reached home, its usually 7pm+. when i go to skool, i didnt see de sun. when i going home, i oso didnt see de sun. im forgetting how de sun looks like already."
alright, doesnt really sound funny.
but given her character, and de way she said it, its damn funny!
and we had a good time, chatting and laughing.
smacking each other, and throwing mimiyan to each other!
*mimiyan = its not daren. its de stuffed toy daren gave me!*
and i even sent her to de lrt station and hurt my toe!
im sucha good fren! wahaha. *big grins*
oh and i received a sms from her abt 5mins after she left.
"i'll not pangseh u no matter what. friends forever."
its edited la, not exactly wat she say. edited to avoid CONFLICTS.
but anyway, she's really very sweet. hearts her.
she even got me those kind of wrist bands, those very trendy ones.
with de word "friend" on it. and its in pink!
hers is wid de word "forever". so, its Friends Forever.
and now she even sms me to ask abt my toe.
oh man, i feel so loved!
yea. nth more to report.
phui hae rocks!
and i miss him so.
*i wont be alone. || 9:04 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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