ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
shall put aside all those paris hilton series first.
now how i wish im shorter! argh.
so tat i could wear all those goddamn gorgeous shoes!
and again, from amazon.com

Hero 4-inch Strappy Sandal. 39.99 USD.
- hmmm, jus a random one. dun really fancy it. but its nice.

Coloriffics Sierra. 62.45 USD.
- woah. i like this one. so princess-like.

Carlos By Carlos Santana Salsa Ankle Wrap Sandal. 49.99 USD.
- feels so tropical. hmmm, not really my type thou. but nice!

Hot Fash Miami Beach Ziva Silver Knee High Strappy Shoe. 14.99 USD.
- its cheap la! hahs. but like how long would i need to wear this sia?!

Unlisted Hi Life. 45 USD.
- woah, i like this!! its so, so, so!! argh i cant find de right word!

N.Y.L.A. Aya Sandal. 50.94 USD.
- this is oso damn nice lah. my goodness.
i wish to be shorter for its sake!

Roxy Idaho Hoots. 33.99 USD.
- i will die of heatness if i wear this in spore. hehs.
but i tink its cute. cos its in pink!
alright. now again de one im ready to die for.

Tommy Hilfiger Holly Shoe. 59.99 USD.


- de one in pink!! i love it man!! goodness!!
alright. above are all de ones i like.
and thou i got a fetish for pink.
i seriously tink tt de following 2 is fugly.
who de hell will wear these heels?! goodness.
check it out. -_-

- this is fugly!! omg.

- alright, at least de light pink more is more pleasant looking.
wahaha. and i dun even bother to look up for de name. haha.
and these 2 outrageous shoes are of 5inches high!
my goodness. maybe i'll try putting on.
and maybe i'll get as tall as Ben Ng Hong Bin. wahaha.
oh and i seriously love strappy shoes.
hmmm, i tink strappy shoes make legs look longer, hehs.
but of cos, not so strappy like tt pair of knee high one.
alright. shoes session closed.
hehs. bags now.
Urban Outfitters Leather Flap Shoulder Bag. 38 USD.
- smth green which i nv imagined myself to set my eye on. lol.
Coldwater Creek Spectator Hobo. 19.99 USD.
- no comments.
Dickies White Tote Stripe Liner. 19.50 USD.
- casual. special. i like it.
Lilu Nicola Hobo Tan Baby Cord. 22.50 USD.
- look like some roxy design. hahs.
Lilu Jessica Space Dye Floral. 22.50 USD.
- maybe Lilu is Roxy's cousin. cos they really look alike.
Juicy Couture Small Shoulder Bag. 125.90 USD.
- gulps. it says "small shoulder bag". but de price isnt.
Dooney & Bourke Hearts Mini Shoulder Bag. 125 USD.
- phew, de price isnt mini too. but its so damn nice!
Sakas Metallic Pink Hobo Bag. 27.99 USD.
- always wanted to haf smth like this. hmm, *hints*.
Fossil Cheyenne Top Zip. 48 USD.
Sakas Spring Canvas Tote Purse. 21.99 USD.
- i like!! so much!!
- wat about de hot pink one? i love both! goodness!
XOXO Romantic Logo. 42 USD.
- omg. this is so sweet and nice sia.
"if i was a rich girl, na na na.........."
"see i'd have all de money in de world, if i was a wealthy girl"
"no man could test me, impress me,
MY CASH FLOW WOULD NEVER EVER END!!!"
wahaha. i got alot more to update.
but im sleepy. ciaos. hahaha.
and again, i wouldnt mind anyone buying me gifts for no reason.
hehs, de bold ones first, thanks. wahaha.
and oh ya, shoe size 8. thankyou! lol.
dun worry. its not necessary. haha.
maybe i'll even dream of bcuming shorter,
and wearing those heels.
oh goodness. niteys.
zzzzz.
*i wont be alone. || 1:20 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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