i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, June 09, 2005
oh well, no more shoes, bags or watsoever. time to get down to some serious blogging. wahaha. im super duper lazy. i've got lessons @ 8am today but i woke up @ 745am!! and left home @ 8am. well, so expected, i skipped class, AGAIN. SCM lectures. 8am to 10am. i've already received de warning email for it. wth. i still went to skool, reached @ arnd 830am. decided not to go for class, and went library. wahaha. i've got no more lessons. wanted to wait for grace, so watched Discovery and zzzzz. hehs. but sadded, grace's not going to meet me. hmmm, watched "My Best Friend's Wedding" again @ library. den wanted to go de place @ Lavender, watever name lah, to change my passport's pic. hmmm, ended up shopping @ Bugis, alone. well, feel rather sucky today. mood swings i guess. hmmm. BAH! reached home and had a nap. =) oh well, my beloved Energy is coming tml. promoting their concert and said LAST ALBUM, Final Fantasy. wth. haix. sadded. i've been their diehard supporter since they 1st sang?! for so many years, they're disbanding now?! goodness. from 5 to 4, now 4 to 3 and no more! hmmm. oh well. everything has to come to end perhaps. =x i shall learn to =)
nth more to report. zzzzz.
*i wont be alone. || 8:25 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.