ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
now this is wat me and ling did when she slept over.
69pics chosen from a total of 98 tt we took using my webcam.

at first we're still normal zilian-ing. hehs.

and now, shhh. my granny's sleeping.

im holding to Melman merchandise and she's holding my hp. =x

fuck you understand?! =p

after watching Boogeyman, we freaked ourselves out!

hmmm, where's our Mr. Right? -thinking-

i wan tt Energy band! i wan!! *envy*

she's irritated by my act-cute pose. wahaha.

after all fooling around, we bcum sweet. hehs.

but we're tired. *yawns*

sisterhood of 8years, and still going on strong.

no one loves us. *sobs* we have only each other. =x

advertising for de mouse, which controlled everything. =D

we're laughing at our own dumb actions. hahaha.

i say "wats this girl doing?".

i say "wats this girl doing, again?!".

she loves to hug me. hehs. i like it too.

as if there's a shooting star there. -_-" but i like this.

ling wid my mimiyan, me wid my xiaogui. wat a pic. haha.

shhh, princesses asleep. bullshit. if we're slping, who took this?

do not, i say DO NOT, disturb my beauty sleep. =p

she's smiling when she's sleeping?! duh. haha.
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mirror reflection 1 : laughing at ourselves.

mirror reflection 2 : she got smth wrong up there.

mirror reflection 3 : pointing @ our chins. -_-"

mirror reflection 4 : we din wan to make pig noses.

eh, wats that? amazing. like this alot too. hehs.

de dumb and de dumber. wahaha. look retarded wid specs.

fuck you, again. understand?!

de 1st close-up. wahaha. woah, i've got big eyes. hehehe.

one. and this is when we bcum hysterical.

two. and act cute.

three. and we can see you!
four. and salutes, acting-cute-ly!
five. and this looks nice.
six. and we are cows. 2-in-1 cow!
seven. and my handsign is right in de center of my face.
eight. and this is de signature Energy sign.
nine. and its coming to an end.
we cant do ten, cos 1hand is needed to click. sobs.
so here's zero.
lifeless.
eee! wats so smelly?! mus be ling who farted. =x
now advertising for FruitTree Apple & Aloe Vera Juice, which lasted us de whole night.
zilian-ing number 1.
zilian-ing number 2.
zilian-ing number 3.
hmmm, where's my other half?
hmmm, where's my sunshine?
ling says its an ad for Darlie Toothpaste. and we so like this alot!
and again. its quite retarted thou.
and again. wahaha. really looks nice eh. wahaha.
smell our feet! its sparkling clean okay. haha.
dun try to be funny wid us. sisterhood rocks. haha.
and again, we turned normal. haha. sweet.
look up! wats up wid her constipated face man?! haha.
short of fishballs?! look for Maybel & Ling Suppliers Pte. Ltd.
dun mess wid us!
successfully acted retarded!
pls obey ur jiejie next time!
open eyes big big, and stare!
close eyes small small, and squeeze!
we're getting tired after all de shots. hehe.
im sadako ong!
im sadako neo!
i love to sneak behind her. hehs.
she loves to sneak behind me too, and point @ me as well.
face to face. black to white. oops. wahaha.
i say "stop leaning on me! im tired too!".
hehs. its my turn to lean on u then. haha.
hehe. thats all. 69pics. wahaha.
thats how zilian we are. yeap.
update again, soon!
*i wont be alone. || 7:11 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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