i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, June 13, 2005
i saw them today. yeap, them. my beloved Energy. hehs.
i went for my tuition @ cck. and Energy's @ Lot 1 for their handshake and autograph session.
fine. cant see a thing. hahaha.
niunai coming back from their timeout. i touched his hands!!
my dear dear kunda!! omg! i touched his hands too!! =) cant see a thing too. wahaha. its okay. proved tt im there.
was so damn excited. hahaha. i wan to go to their concert!!! yes i wan!! argh. met liling's frens, weiqi, angela and my valentine, melissa. wahaha. den ling, weiqi and angela came my place to watch vcds. "Nobody's Child" and "Boogeyman". hahaha. slacking de whole day. weiqi and angela went home earlier. ling sleeping over my place tonite, which means, pigging nite. hahaha. ate loads of junk sia. wahaha.
oh ya oh ya. highlights of de day. i talked to him. yea, i did. thou its jus a short convo, but its more than i've ever needed.
blogging time 12.20am. current time 2.19am. wahaha. wat have i been doing? hahaha. soon u'll noe. all about me and ling. webcam works wonders. hahahahaha. love de taking pics function. hahaha.
alright. nth more to report. i miss him. bleahs.
*i wont be alone. || 12:20 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.