ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, June 24, 2005
i hate fridays.
i've to wake up so early jus for 2hrs of school!!!
and finally, for my 8am class, i've break new record!!
today im only 5mins late for class!!!
and i still got time to buy spring roll from canteen 1.
muhaha. how proud of myself. lol.
met grace to pass her disc, met liangzhen to pass him camera.
was raining, and its damn cold.
met up wid a girl from Yahoo! Auctions.
hehs, bidded a top from her for only 5bucks!! woah.
headed home. cooked myself some lunch. and had a short nap.
wat a day, =x
seems that things still remain as bad. guess me and grace would have to work things out ourselves. its okay, we'll be fine wid each other. nth gonna matter. but still, its rather disheartening. having a frenship for a couple of yrs and poof! jus gone liddat. watever it is, whoever come in or out in my life, doesnt make any difference. de world is still spinning, and im still breathing. -_-
oh well, alot of things running thru my mind.
i dunno. hasn't been feeling right lately.
couldnt really enjoy anything. =x
hopefully, de upcoming events could brighten me up.
tml's makan trip and sunday's sentosa trip.
oh man, this sports camp peeps are damn happening!
outings, and more outings. lol. its like never ending.
woah, feel good abt this, like sports camp never end. i like.
thou i always feel tt there's smth missing, but still, i like!!!
nth more to report. ciaos.
miss him, and always.
*i wont be alone. || 4:09 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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