ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, June 17, 2005
haha. another entry.
borrowed liangzhen's camera.
will be bringing it to indonesia wid me.
oh ya, im going to indonesia for de wkends.
for my aunt's, who is my mom's cousin's wedding dinner.
lucky woman. found de love of her life. lol.
will be going tml morning and coming back on sunday.
so ya, borrowed liangzhen's camera.
and i suddenly wan a camera so much! hahaha.
here are some fotos after i got his camera.
guangrong.
mudd took this. haha, as usual. lol.
huanzhi.
mudd took this too. lalala.
liling and liangzhen.
ya, mudd took it too. lol.
ling and me.
on our way to de bus-stop. vainy us. and sry abt my hand.
ling and me.
i like this but too bad i was cut off.
ling and me.
i kinda look dreamy. oh well, of cos.
ling and me.
hearts this too. haha.
alright. tts abt it. haha.
she boarded her bus so dun haf much time to zilian.
oh and im home alone, before 815pm.
haha. and im so lazy to walk down to buy dinner.
so i cooked my own. hehs.
curry flavoured maggi mee!!
had this on my study table.
check out my string of pearls on de top right corner! hearts it!
before. *drool*
and.
after. *burp*
tts all! cos liangzhen's camera died on me. no batt!
oso heated curry chicken cooked my granny earlier on.
and ate frozen red bean soup, my all-time fav., as desert.
my home alone dinner sounds so yummilicious.
damn tt guy still tell me there's enuff battery life.
thank god i learnt my mistake from de zoo trip.
i've asked granny to buy batteries on her way back. hehs.
its so good to have a camera!! argh.
thou i got my camera fone.
but i cant frequently transfer de pics to my lappy.
cos my lappy got no infared port!!! argh.
sadded. and my GPRS jus couldnt send anything! wth.
oh ya, i jus got my manicure. and my nails arted!
like this :

purple nails and shooting stars!! woah.
grace says look like a smiley in msn display pic. -_-"
i noe, i've got ugly hands. wahaha.
will be leaving for indonesia @ 10.20am by ferry.
hehs. will take lots of pics then. upload when im back!!
miss me!! flood my taggie!!
ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 8:38 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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