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ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
friend (COMPANION)
noun {C}
1 a person whom you know well and whom you like a lot, but who is usually not a member of your family:
2 someone who is not an enemy and whom you can trust:
i remember posting this defination of friend some time ago. or did i not? watever. and now, bcos of de same reason, im saying this again! F-R-I-E-N-D is just a 6-lettered word which has this 2 stupid meanings which means nth at all. and wat? promising me that u would change for de better and do reflection on urself. yah yah. how long does tt FUCKING promise and reflection lasts? 1mth? 2? or u din even bother to remind urself of tt promise. i dun expect u to be a perfect fren. i dun expect u to always be wid me. all i need is jus a FAIR TREATMENT! u get me?! FAIR!!!! i dare not say im a very good fren tts always treat u damn well. but i believe i've done my part and im FAIR enough. and wat now? we're having probs and i need a THIRD PARTY to help us solve this?!?! who give him de right to do tat? fuck him. is his shoulders de ones u cried on when u're having de most hard time? is he de one who picked u up when u r FUCKING UPSET AND NEED SOMEONE?!?! jus bcos now de status is different makes him de king eh?! damn. and, continue listening to watever he says, following his ass wherever he goes. dun come crying to me AGAIN if u make de same mistake. to think, im actually a very impatient, bad-tempered person, and i've been like tolerating ur incorrigible behaviour for so long, and forgiving ur childish mistake made earlier on, and yet, im still being treated like a pile of dirt. perhaps worse. and tt fucking bastard tts trying to help solve this issue, is actually more concerned than u. wtf. so wats this frenship to u? some toys? when u're sick of it, u chuck it aside. den when u feel like playing wid it, u'll pick it up and say "sorry, i shldnt have been so rash". so shld de "toy" say "oh thanks for wanting me again" or "fuck off you bitch"?!
so maybe everything shld be like this now.
de "fren" : i dun wan this toy anymore.
"toy" : sobs.
third party : u shldnt be like this. u shld try to communicate wid them.
de "fren" : okay, i'll listen to you.
*and picked up de toy*
de "fren" : oh im so sorry i threw u away, AGAIN. i promise i would change for de better and reflect myself and i assure u tt i would not to tt AGAIN.
"toy" : @#@&$@&@#
watever lah. do watever u wan. i dun care, anymore.
*i wont be alone. || 11:01 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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