ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
DND is great. really great.
reached M hotel @ arnd 630pm.
hehs, was late thou, my date's waiting for me.
everyone's so nicely dressed!! haha.
suddenly like this kinda events alot.
tts when u see girls, upon seeing each other,
starting to "hey ur dress is so nice, whr u bought it?"
"hey ur make up is nice!! ur hair too!"
and all those kinda girly stuffs. wahaha.
very very tai-tai liddat. wahaha.
went up to de ballroom @ lvl 10.
its nice. wahaha. thou de dance floor abit, ehem, too small.
hehs. had some games b4 dinner.
had more games after dinner. woah.
dinner was great. everything's great.
oh there's this game tt i played.
i have to smell guozhen's body, rmb tt smell,
and den haf to pick up his shirt w/o looking, by sniffing.
wahaha. i din get it correct thou. wahaha.
den they played music and im supposed to wear it back for him while dancing.
hahaha. we din win obviously. haha.
followed by a few more games.
den its dancing time. wahaha.
techno, R&B, and even sentimental songs.
wahaha. thanks liangzhen for stepping on my toes for N times.
hahaha. and i missed my chance on de last song.
wahaha. its okay. still a long night.
about 30 of us went Chocolate Bar @ Boat Quay.
din stay there long, its too sian over there. wahaha.
so most of us went over to Esplanade.
lilynne and grp went back to their hotel room.
hmmm, zack drank wid an empty stomach, causing gastric pain.
so me, liangzhen, guangrong and kristen went to eat wid him.
while de others walked to Esplanade.
after eating, we walked over to Esplanade to join them.
and while walking, i did wat i was supposed to do.
yeap, finally, and i feel so great.
its like nothing's bothering me now. great!!
thanks kristen alot for her help. wahaha.
i always tell myself, never mind de outcome.
jus do it. and live w/o regrets. yeap.
guess i managed to do wat i say. yeap.
oh ya, so went to Esplanade to chill and slack.
he went home. hmmm. hahaha.
crapped for sometime and i fell asleep @ arnd 4am.
on de floor, wid my dress and heels. wahaha. wat a sight.
cant really sleep well, cos de floor is hard, and jakin's hand is hard too.
argh. so woke up @ arnd 6am and cleared up and left.
wanted to eat breakfast wid de rest but im too tired.
so took my bus home. jus reached home and had my shower.
feeling clean and refreshed. and great.
feeling sleepy already, hmm, shall go have my sweet dreams.
nth more to report. sunshine really cures. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 8:33 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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