.Lines that never cross.

ooh-la-la.

i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.

one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

alone @ library, waiting for grace and denise.
jus finished watching Men In Black. -_-"
skipped my maths lecture and tutorials today.
skipped my bf lecture ytd morning.
omg, this sem is all abt skipping classes eh. lol.

met grace for lunch @ westmall ytd, before my 3pm class.
and while waiting for her, i started walking arnd de mall.

and damn, de salesgirl of X-Z In pissed me off so much!
i bought a bag, costing $25, which was said to be de last piece.
oh well, this might be one of de underhand means for them to earn their commission.
but yet, its rather ridiculous. she told me to jus get it cos its de last piece.
and 5mins later, i happened to passby tt shop again, a new piece was up.
wth man. i looked into de shop, staring at de bag, and gif de salesgirl a glare.
*note : de bag i bought was in white and de new one was put up infront of a black one.*
feeling guilty i guessed, de salesgirl placed de white one behind de black one after i was nowhere near de shop. oh well, i happened to look into de shop again at another level. wth man.
thank goodness de one i bought was in a good condition.
if not, i'll jus go in and scold de hell out of tt brainless creature.
this is Singaporeans i supposed. upon hearing "its de last piece", 85% would jus pay for de product.
duh. if its not bcos tt i really like de bag alot, i wouldnt haf get it.
i really dun like "last piece"! i prefer to get brand new one.
argh, i dun like buying smth which pple touched or tried on for so many times.
so all salesgirls out there, unless i really like de product alot tt i would die for it, if not, no point telling me its de last piece to urge me to buy, it would only urge me to leave. argh.

alright, back to lunch topic.
wanted to eat Sakae Sushi, but there isnt lunch buffet yet.
so settled down @ Swensen's.
had this breaded chicken, which tasted damn great.
it comes wid a complimentary of soup, drinks and ice cream cake.
argh, we even order apple crumble to share.
and bcos of all those extra stuff, we couldnt finish it.
wat a waste!!! but its damn nice la.
headed back to school. met kristen @ swimming pool.
went for class. met grace after lesson.
went sports complex. sat @ snack bar for awhile.
den home sweet home. yawns.

and now i realised.
i spent more time in de library than in my classes.
jus received an email from my SCM lecturer,
which happened to be my course manager.

Dear Si Chia,

I noticed that your attendance for SCM has been not regular as follows:-

26/5 Absent from Lecture
2/6 30 min late for Lecture
9/6 Absent for Lecture

I would like to remind you that should you fail to meet the 80% attendance, you stand in jeopardy of being debarred. Please see me and discuss with me what you intend to do about your lack of attendance.

Regards,
wee gim theng

oh well. i promise to TRY to wake up for ur 8AM lectures.
TRY! TRY! TRY!
but its hard thou.
as a growing teenager, adequate amount of sleep is very impt.
and i've really tried to sleep earlier every night.
but, de advanced technology caused it a MUST for late nights.
oh well, i bet its understandable. hehs.
even 12pm class like today, i overslept.
den wat abt 8am class?! oh well, im sleeping queen.
alright, tml, tml i'll TRY my very very best to wake up, ON TIME!
=) =) =) =) =) =)

nth more to report.
i miss sunshine. getting really mouldy. =x

*i wont be alone. || 3:18 PM

she is she, nobody but SHE.

maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.

she loves...

she wishes for...

she doesnt know, either.