ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, May 13, 2005
yeap. miss maybel is finally back.
hahs, sports camp is supposed to be only 4days 3 nights.
but miss maybel was in skool for 6days 5nights, yeap.
thou i say camp had FINALLY ended. but i seriously miss everyone.
parting sucks. seeing my hydrus-ians leaving makes me cry la.
lol. peeps, this is going to be a damn long entry.
so if u tink tt its going to bore u, press click de button wid X.
Sunday, 8th may
had to report to skool 1 day earlier. reached skool @ arnd 6.
me, mudd, huanzhi had dinner wid pyxis @ kap.
after every grp arrived, usual routine, cleaned up sports hall.
campfire songs session. debrief for very long.
afterall, de following day is a big day. everyone seems tensed.
after lights out, hydrus had a short meeting den zzz.
but miss maybel is too high to sleep. lol.
hehs, so notti me decided to take out my markers, and wid joanne, we wreck havoc.
of cos we wont sabo own gender la. hahs.
went over to de guys' slping area. wahahaha.
had a great time displaying my talent for arts, on guys' bodies. lol.
once again, of cos my hydrus is safe. hahs, cos they nv even slp. lol.
drew until we sian already, den slept on khairi's hammock on de guys' side.
when lenny came and chased us out. hahahaha.
den took small daren's hammock and tied it on girls' side.
den tok alot wid jo, teresa and esther. wahaha.
de few of us had breakfast @ 5am plus. thanks giappy. haha.
alright, actually wanted to slp for awhile after breakfast.
but, haix, its time to wake up le. yeap.
Monday, 9th may
de big day finally arrived. din slp de whole nite.
so got ample time to get myself ready.
started debriefing. it felt damn good seeing all GLs in de same shirt. lol.
cos we are one BIG family.
reporting time for freshies is 8am.
and there's someone who reached @ 730am.
and he's from Hydrus. woah.
frankly speaking, i couldnt really keep my cool when de freshies came in.
i was kinda nervous thou. hahahaha.
first day wid freshies was really bad.
miscommunications. anti climax. its juz bad la.
had some cca showcases before and after lunch.
den games. dinner. night games.
debriefing was terribly bad. all negative comments.
i was really shocked when i heard someone say tt de GLs was not hyper enuff.
c'mon, Hydrus's GLs leh?! not hyper enuff?! u kidding me?!
nvm. comments accepted. Hydrus's GLs can make it.
lights out after GLs' debriefing. GLs all sleep together. united.
oh ya, i actually bathed in de guys' toilet. wid some other girls.
thanks andrew and dzul for guarding outside. lol.
and, Happy Birthday to yenkai.
Tuesday, 10th may
morning PT. phew, warm up. 3 rounds of track. push ups, situps.
had some cca showcases again. den went over to kismis to have some games.
before dinner, had alot of cheering wid other grps. hahs.
competing against each other. wahaha. fun lah.
after dinner was de treasure hunt. yeap, thank god they modified de game ah.
hahs, if not surely lots of complains again. hahs.
this time we are supposed to protect our own make lantern from water bombs.
all de water bombs nearly caused a fight between hydrus and mira peeps.
phew, lucky everything ended okay.
and we actually got 2nd for de game.
din manage to get 1st cos we came back later than mira. argh. hahs.
debriefing again. less of negative comments. but still not good enuff.
lights out after GLs debriefing.
Wednesday, 11th may
morning PT. campus run. argh. constance injured her ankle and i brought her back.
phew, thanks girl. hahs. saved me from PT. hahs.
a damn dirty day for everyone. hahs.
went to pool for some cca showcases. dragonboat, canoepolo and lifesaving.
and i was pushed down into de pool by adrian. thanks ah.
after pool games was lunch. and dirtiness coming on its way.
mudd went off to his station game and i was incharge.
phew. had all traditional games. dirty enuff. hahs.
and sky injured his head. gosh, his forehead ws bleeding profusely.
completed 8stations. reported back to sports gallery, wet and oily.
and thanks giap for buying pink dolphin for me. hehs. u da best.
had been pampering me for de entire camp. thanks.
all went to bathe to get ready for campfire.
GLs all went over to kismis to bathe.
me, denise and grace shared de same cubicle.
whoops. hahs. sexy babes. hahaha.
had a great dinner tt night. buffet. wahaha.
and thanks kristen for de aloe vera facial treatment. hahs.
seriously sunburnt. hahs.
proceeded to convention for our campfire.
de campfire was good, but im not. haix.
never mind, dun ask me why.
our skit was great too. love de banana song.
"1 banana, 2 bananas, 3 bananas, 4.
5 bananas, 6 bananas, many many more."
haha. Hydrus actually won The Most Outstanding Group.
im so so so surprised!!! hahs. our efforts were paid off.
debriefing was great. finally was all de positive comments.
i was very, very touched. im proud of Hydrus.
its de last night of camp, so its a no lights out night.
after de GLs' debriefing, rape squad in action. gosh.
for one moment i tot i was lucky tt im a girl so i wont kena.
but i was wrong. banana squad attacked me!
de girls try to rip off my underwear but failed! hahaha.
but my butt was kena wid prickly heat. argh, thanks banana squad.
im surprised to see some of my freshies sitting arnd.
hahs, i tot they all were too tired tt they would slp.
played some games wid them until he told me to go to bathe. hahs.
after bathing, wanted to continue playing wid dem, but was too tired.
hahs. feeling terribly bad, personal stuffs.
had a good cry before going to slp. thanks kristen.
Thursday, 12th may
last day of camp. i hated it. i knew i couldnt take it.
had breakfast. our first breakfast tts not biscuits. hahs.
took alot of pictures wid Hydrus and Pyxis. hahs.
went over to LT 26. for breaking camp ceremony.
thank guangrong for helping me carry my baggage over. im lazy.
most of my freshies went to convention hall for CCA fiesta.
most of de GLs stayed to catch some slp. but never in peace.
cos rape squad in action. by de end of de day, about 99.99% of de guys were underwear-less.
after de freshies came back to LT 26, crying sessions begin.
im useless i noe. but i juz couldnt control.
it feel really bad to see them take their bags, and walk off.
hugged everyone. cried. some cried too. promised to see each other soon.
stayed in LT 26 for very long. watched Rape Squad de movie. hahs.
and notti maybel actually went to kajiao those underwear-less guys wid garrett.
by putting ice into their pants. wahaha.
finally sports camp ended.
but u tink its de end? no. cos there's still one more night.
some GLs and comm decided to stay for another night, in ktv lounge.
esther, denise, dora, paige, huiting, teresa, joanne, kristen, guangrong, garrett, jefri, liangzhen, faiz, shaffi, hardi, kevin, karmede, khairi, alan, pradeep, azli, small daren, giapseng, ben, mimiyan daren, nenghao, azlan and ME!! haha. long list.
ate dinner @ kap and bought lots of junk from cold storage. hahs.
had de whole nite of fun! calling some GLs in de middle of nite.
damn crap lah. hahaha. wanted to slp de. but scare kena draw. hahs.
so wait till most of them slp de den me and esther went to slp.
slept right under de fan lah. damn cold. hahs.
woke up @ 10plus. suddenly felt tt its de best slp ever. hahs.
packed up and put out stuff in clubhouse. had a damn good bath.
feels damn great. hahs. after kena raped by raped squad again.
deepheat all over my body. haha.
saw some of my freshies. so happy!! haha.
waited for de guys to bathe for damn long lah.
they are stucked in de pool for canoepolo and dragonboat.
hahs, damn hungry lah. they still take their own sweet time to bathe.
argh. hahs. had lunch @ canteen 2. hahs.
all GLs there joined TAS and CA. hahs. damn funny la.
we're supposed to ask our freshies to join cca. in de end we joining ourselves.
lol. went back to ktv lounge to watch White Chicks and sleep.
had cup noodles in there. for some reasons, mine tastes like heaven.
after movie, tok crap @ sports deck. den finally left skool. hahs.
had dinner @ KFC. haha. miss maybel is a lucky girl.
i dun haf to carry my baggage at all la.
shared cab wid huiting, dora and small daren. finally reached home @ 11!!
yea~~~
finally finished everything for camp. hahaha.
once again, thanks all Hydrus for making everything possible.
i love you guys.
who is de champion of sports camp?
Hydrus.
who is de champion of sports camp?
Hydrus.
anyone who mess wid us will be?
chaota.
anyone who mess wid us will be?
prata.
cos we are Hydrus,
we are Hydrus.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 11:28 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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