ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
woah. i feel fat. haha.
went out for a eating spree on monday. hahs.
wid liling, lilynne, tiffy, nenghao, clemence, liangzhen and andrew.
met them @ 10am @ somerset mrt. was late, hehs.
went over to killiney to eat breakfast w/o tiffy, she's very late.
den she came over to meet us. breakfast was nice!! hahs.
took a bus to balestier for early lunch.
walked de whole balestier b4 settling down @ a bah kut teh shop.
yums. den took a cab to jalan pisang for another lunch.
yums!!! its cheap and nice~ de queue was freaking long. hahs.
wanted to continue eating, but all were abit too full.
so went to a place in lavender to play pool. fun fun.
after playing pool, walked to bugis.
andrew and clemence went off earlier.
de rest of us went to ps. ate dinner there, its yummy too.
hahs, tiffy went to watch movie wid her freshies.
so, me, liling, nenghao and liangzhen went to watch another movie.
The Jacket. weird movie. but nice. hahs.
went home. skool's starting. argh.
1st day of skool. woah. was late. muhaha.
so took a cab wid huiteng. hahs.
and its a happy day. tts all to report for skool.
lessons ended @ 12pm. went to mambo wid huanzhi and grace.
went back skool to meet huiteng. watched movie in library.
met jakin, watched Star Wars III.
er, its nice la. but not my type of movie. hahs.
reached home @ arnd 11pm.
had a big fight wid granny. wth. wat have i done wrong?
she called mom. get scolded by her too.
good beginning but bad ending for de day. phew.
tomorrow will be better.
today. overslept for 12pm class.
when i wake up, its 12pm. hehs.
so take my time to go to skool, met grace and denise.
ate lunch. went to library, saw faiz. hahs. crapped wid him.
heard smth from him and couldnt concentrate for scm briefing.
argh. hahs. briefing ended @ 3.30pm. cool.
went to TAS clubhouse.
its a happy day, again. wahaha.
grace and denise joined TAS, hahs. good good.
they both going for canoe polo training today. tc sisters.
happy all de way. hahs.
headed to atrium to grab some food b4 their training.
saw huiteng again, helped her carry her books.
oh its damn heavy man! haha, nursing's not good.
waited for teresa to get back my jacket @ atrium.
happy all de way, again. muhaha.
walked out to take bus home.
happy all de way, again!! lucky maybelyn.
asking why am i happy?
its my lil secret. ciaos.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 8:01 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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