ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
woah. a week since i blogged.
hahs. nth much to report actually.
had been rotting at home since SportsCamp ended.
but had to say a big SORRY to my MDE peeps.
sorry i had to leave early. SORRY!
met up wid some Hydrus peeps ytd. woah.
met firdaus, din, constance, chris, jeremiah, zack, weiling, debbie, junwei at cine.
jakin came to find us awhile later. woah.
and chris had to leave early.
was supposed to watch movie wid dem.
but they went to play pool and forgot de time.
in de end, we had no show to watch. argh. hahs.
so jus ended up walking arnd @ cine and heerens.
headed to taka before going to wisma.
went into de Dior shop and saw this bracelet which is damn nice la!!
$200!!! goodness!!! i wan it lah. argh.
den in Burberry, saw this handphone accessory in blue, $120!
thank god there's no pink lah. hahs, if not i'll be tinking of it everyday.
wahaha. goodness. i wan to save up for tt bracelet!!
its really damn nice!! argh. $$$$$$!!!
went to TopShop @ wisma to shop for debbie's fren bday pressie.
de guys had fun in there lah. wahaha.
after we left TopShop, zack had his bday dare. wahahaha.
fun!! fun!! fun!! i love Hydrus!! fun!!
headed to Liat Towers Starbucks.
all chipped in money to buy a slice of cake for zack.
and sabo him again. hahs.
den i suggested going to esplanade and chill. wahaha.
i shld haf suggest it earlier lah. den can stay there longer.
debbie firdaus and jeremiah went home. de rest of us headed esplanade.
had a fun time there too. muhaha.
de most interesting thing of de nite.
weiling, din, zack, junwei and jakin went to take MRT.
while i headed to bus stop. de time is abt 11.40pm.
and miss maybel actually waited there for like 1hour and no bus!!!
argh. i wanted to cry!! alot of ah-nehs walked past and smiled strangely at me lo.
and i got no $$ to take cab. and i called home and no wan pick up tt freaking fone.
wat the fuck! hahs. den thank god!!
jakin called and helped!!! wahahaha.
so miss maybel took a cab to jurong east.
picked him up and sent him home first.
and back to my home sweet home!! hahaha. finally lah!!
thanks my dear jakin!! u da best!!
and i've got to say sorry to another person. wahaha.
sorry to Mr Charles Wong Jun Liang!!! haha.
for putting u aeroplane today. wahaha.
but its damn funny lah, cant stop luffing. wahahaha.
but sorry lah! haha.
alright. nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 4:11 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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