ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, May 30, 2005
sitting @ block 51. waiting for next class.
this is all about poly life, isnt it? wahaha.
wat crap am i toking again.
aint myself this couple of days, turning mouldy.
having fungi growing on me soon. hahs.
oh yeap. finally went to zoo ytd.
wasnt really pleasant in de beginning of de day.
well, i jus feel that, its totally fine if they really dun wan to go.
why bother meeting me since they are not keen?
oh well, its all over. shant tok abt unhappy stuff anymore.
yeap, met liangzhen, weiling, constance, jakin, zack and chris @ Lot 1.
ate our lunch, and its raining damn heavily. goodness.
wet zoo adventure?! no way!!
hehs. nice guys of Hydrus went to rent umbrellas @ HangTen.
one for $6. wahaha. they got 4. wahaha.
waited for bus 927. wasnt in a really good mood.
oh shhh. no more bad moody thingy. hahs.
and we finally reached zoo!! wahaha!!
bought our tickets, ate Ben & Jerry's icecream. yums.
fun, fun and more fun.
constance, our great entertainer, jus made me laugh thru de whole journey.
hahs. and chris too. wahaha.
of cos, saw many animals. hahs.
oh ya, we wondered, do our faces look like toilet bowls?!
cos many animals, upon our arrival, started shitting.
de most funny one is de ostrich. wahaha. de male one.
go to de zoo, see de male ostrich, and u'll noe wat i mean. lol.
and goodness, we missed de animal show!! argh.
tts my main purpose of going there. wth. and we missed it!!
whose fault?! ur fault. f*ck you. muhaha.
left zoo @ arnd 7. went back to Lot 1.
wanted to head town. but all was too tired.
constance, weiling and jakin left us at Lot 1.
de rest of us headed KPool. haha.
played till about 9pm, headed home.
saw eugeng, chee xiong, raymond and kelvin on bus.
woah, zhenghua pioneer batch rocks. wahaha.
having some monday blues here.
woah, my 1st monday in school.
kinda sian. school w/o my best sisters jus sucks.
for all 5days, i only have 2hrs of lessons wid dem. haix.
its okay, we'll make things work.
no matter wat, best sister we are. yeap.
and oh well, i need some sunshine to get rid of my mouldiness.
saw kristen in school today for countless times.
wahaha. everywhere lah. haha.
and she's now sitting in front of me, munching her homemade sandwich.
haha, if u reading this now, a little secret to tell u.
ur sandwich smells really nice, peanut butter, right? wahaha.
get some proper food next time lah. hahaha.
watching movie wid some GLs and Hydrus peeps.
madagascar!! its about zoo again. wahaha. zoo lover.
hahaha. enjoy myself again.
whoops, lappy's batt is running low. ciaos.
nth more to report. wahaha.
*i wont be alone. || 11:11 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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