i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, May 26, 2005
overslept again. goodness. its a sleepy week. missed scm lecture @ 8am. woke up @ 1230pm and hurry to skool for 1pm class. hahs, IS class. woah, same class wid andrea, liyu, wanching and celine. so "qiao". muhaha. good good, at least wont feel lonely. in de same grp wid andrea for assignment, hehs. good~ class ended early. went to mambo to look for huanzhi to change back our cards. haha, headed home. sian. today's not a happy day le. sian sian sian. nvm, one day of rain doesnt affect tml's sunshine. hehs, wat am i toking?!?! hahaha. its ok, its ok, its ok.
well oh well. nth more to report. lalala. ciaos.
*i wont be alone. || 8:38 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.