i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
in de end, miss maybel still went for chalet last nite. wahaha. change my tuition to 2pm later. lol. phew. went town to meet deary grace ytd. i miss her sooooooooooo much. i got soooooooooooo many things to tell her. hahaha. and i finally bought my Forever 21 top. *claps* after so much choosing and trying, still bought de top tt i first set my eyes on. wahaha. thanks mummy for de $$. hehs. met jefri, huiting, lekteng, paige, kevin, joanne, daren, dora and khairi @ pasir ris MRT. went to shop arnd in NTUC. den WALKED to downtown east. while walking there, de 4 TAS peeps(dora, daren, khairi, kevin) were singing all de way. poor kevin had to carry all our bags for being late. hahs. we proudly announced our arrival @ unit. H1 by singing "six little ducks". hmmm. alright. tts all i've to report. hahaha. gotta ciaos for tuition. bye peeps.
everything would be alright.
*i wont be alone. || 1:35 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.