i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, May 08, 2005
big day's arriving. yeap. hahs. and, its 3.17am and im still widely awake. and i gotta wake up @ 8am. phew. thank god SC comm changed meeting time to 830pm. dun nidda rush to skool after tuition. hehs. and yes. de big day, sports camp!! woah. sports camp, 9th to 12th. GLs booking in on de 8th. yeap, no doubt. and finally finished EVERYTHING @ liangzhen's hse today. had a little design on our tshirts. simple and easy, and i tink its damn freaking nice! all GLs and freshies IDs settled. *sweats letterbox completed. its damn cute lah. hahs. tshirts done. EVERYTHING DONE LAH!! *claps* im so proud of myself and Hydrus. haha. going MIA from 8th to 12th. miss me again peeps. anything, call me. wahaha. 24/7. haha. woah, im still dun feel slpy. die. lol.
Sports Camp. Hydrus. -maybel, clemence, guangrong, liangzhen, huanzhi, celine, serene and MUDD, my beloved CGL. Pyxis. Polaris. Draco. Orion. Atlas. Sirius. Mira. we rock. yeap, no doubt.
to my dear Hydrus and all GLs, take care and rest well. everyone MUZ be healthy. yeap, sports camp oei~
*i wont be alone. || 3:17 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.