ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
*yawns*
23 april 2005, saturday
went to skool for mde trial camp. tired.
din sleep de whole nite. hehs.
watching "Love Contract". hahs. damn nice.
HeJunXiang is so cute. hahs.
had some games in skool. maybe bcos i've attended sports camp.
thus i tink tt de games arent tt nice. hmmm.
but its jieying's and de comm's efforts. hehs.
but de whole day was fun lah. hehs. of cos its fun.
wahahaha. alright, minus de balloon part. geeesh!
im not someone who's scare of balloons. but i dunno why.
de sound of balloon bursting freaked me out TOTALLY!
caused my eyes to turn red and tear. wth. so paiseh.
*pain*pain*pain* throughout de day. why? u need not noe.
wahahaha. left skool @ arnd 5plus.
went to bt timah market and had dinner wid denise, irwin and sihan.
*grins* bought dark chocolate @ patrol station. *yums*
hahahaha. maybel's gonna go crazy.
reached home wid denise. she slept over.
before i even bathe, i fall asleep on my floor. hehs.
woke up @ 8pm and bathe. hahs. den watched a bit of TV.
and sleep again. all de way to this morning.
woke up @ 845am. and im damn late for tuition. hahs.
took cab down again. haix. $$ fly~
so tired sia. not enough sleep. cant sleep properly de whole nite.
something kept on bothering me.
cant stop tinking abt it. tried hard to stop worrying. argh.
alright. im an idiot.
nah. stop tinking. everything will be okay.
hmmm. wonder how's de peeps @ sentosa doing? hahs.
enjoying eh. i should haf go. argh. nvm.
gotta catch some sleep. niteys peeps.
nothing more to report.
i miss you.
*i wont be alone. || 1:24 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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