ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
miracles. im up so early today.
i woke up @ 11+ and realised tt im damn late.
im supposed to meet mr chu weixin @ 12pm @ bt batok mrt.
muhaha. and im late for about 10mins. oops.
sorry guy, if u are late for meeting ur fren and ur job interview.
and thanks for ur sleeping bag. hehs. i noe im damn loh soh.
and i realised actually he's still kinda cute. lol.
i was supposed to have a tuition session @ 2pm.
but de mother changed it to 7pm. phew.
den i should have meet weixin later. argh.
i hate waking up early.
went to buy lunch after meeting weixin and darn it. i dun haf enuff cash.
had to go home n get $$ from grandpa and he started nagging.
he's damn funny. my god.
going for a 3D2N camp tml. GLs camp.
whoa. i've been longing for it since ages ago. lol.
i wonder is my bag enuff for all my stuff. argh.
and i wan tt adidas bag so much. argh.
asked $$ from mom but she did not reply. wth.
o0o. im so damn high. GLs camp. GLs camp. GLs camp.
peeps, plz say u'll miss me or u miss me when im away. hahs.
and bcos im going to be away for 3 days.
i put ambery and Aiszcha in Neolodge for 5 days.
in de most expensive resort. im sucha gd owner.
maybelyn, im proud of u. muhaha.
o0o. GLs camp. hahs. im sooooo excited man.
one bad thing abt camp is, i will get sunburnt. argh.
well, i dun really mind being tanned. cos de tan dun usually lasts.
but i seriously hate gettin sunburnt. *OUCH*
damn my skin type. i wonder y does it get sunburnt so damn easily.
and its always so painful. *OUCH OUCH*
hehs, but de fun makes everything worth it. muhaha.
alright. nth more to report.
now its 1:57pm. i shall see how many pple will come telling me tt they'll miss me when im away.
hehs.
sports camp is so fun it feels like *whoa*
*i wont be alone. || 1:37 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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