ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
juz came back from skool's matriculation exercise.
damn tired. met Hydrus early in de morning for breakfast again.
those guys r crazy can? seems tt they wont get tired sia.
oh ya. one guy gets tired. hahs. guangrong.
when liangzhen called him @ 8plus, he said he's on de way.
@ 11plus, he still haven reach skool.
so, his "on de way" means on de way sleeping. hahs.
i swear im not going for breakfast tml liao.
saw some of my juniors these 2 days. "psycho" them to join sports camp.
hehs. they joined. im powerful. lol.
oh ya. went to watch "Pacifier" wid Hydrus ytd.
but guangrong and serene werent around. one got DB training one got chalet.
too bad. phew. its been a long time since i feel so cosy in a movie.
passing de few packets of tidbits for rounds n rounds. hehs.
after movie, waited for Pyxis and had dinner @ KFC wid some of them. lol.
had a really nice day, but my mood was not good lah. haha.
back to today. lol.
received some shocking sms. i seriously wonder why.
lost all my appetite after tt. thanks Hydrus for caring.
thanks mudd for de diluted vitasoy. thanks eunice for concerning.
thanks everyone who made me laughed, esp. celine. lol.
tt shocking sms, i got nth to say. if u wan things to be this way, so be it den.
i dunno de reason for ur sudden desicion, but there's nth i could do.
i would not try to salvage or anything. bcos this is ur choice.
neither i would wan to noe de reason. cos reasons are meaningless.
but watever it is, this's ur choice and i hope u would be happy if things are this way.
guess there would be no more whole group outing for Hydrus till May.
cos celine's leaving for Hongkong next mon.
and guangrong's leaving for Cambodia this sat. or shld say this fri.
phew. lucky them gotta go for trips. hehs.
oh ya, gracey baby's leaving for sabah tml. TML! my god.
i'll be missing everyone. really. hehs.
hope they would be safe n sound when they're away.
take really good care eh, people.
tink de most lucky one is celine. HONGKONG!!
do wat? look at de banks there. lol. its more like a luxury trip i tink.
rather than to sabah n cambodia. to do some community work.
hehs, celine, i wan gifts. hahaha.
phew. i wonder will de afternoon shift hit de 150freshies target today. hahs.
gotta catch some rest. physically and mentally, sick and tired.
*i wont be alone. || 3:18 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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