ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, April 18, 2005
im rotting. nowhere to go. nothing to do.
went out only for tuition today.
if there's no tuition today, i'll be in town!! argh.
and airport. sending lorraine off. phew.
lucky girl going to melbourne wid her frens. for like 10 days.
these new friends are really great.
due to sports camp events and all, bonded together quite fast.
hahs. de ze7en-hollows were formed.
lorraine, esther, joanne, vivien, jasmine, me and angeline.
hahs. interesting pple. and not to forget Hydrus.
hahs. and Pyxis. and SPORTS CAMP. they r really nice pple.
aww. miss grace baby alot. she's coming back on de 27th.
so long. argh. im so happy when she smsed me. hehs. so sweet.
at sabah still find time to contact me. love her to bits.
yea. finally tml can go out le. hahs. Hydrus meeting.
too bad. not all pple will be there.
celine flew off to HK today. guangrong's still in Cambodia. serene's working.
haix. maybelx bcum de only girl tml. lol.
i seriously wonder how could i ever meet such interesting pple in my life.
hahs. they really sparked up my days alot.
left down some really gd memories in my yrs in poly.
i used to tink tt i would leave poly wid a boring memory lane.
phew. now i've got Sports Camp. love them so much.
i got more things to pay attention on. my friends, my camp, my work.
y couldnt some people juz try to divide their attention properly?
i mean, surely there's more things for them to pay attention to.
y always in a world of themselves and one particular thing?
grace, when u come back and read this. u would noe wat i mean.
how unfair this world could be. phew.
argh. dunno why. out of a sudden, there's pimples multiplying on my face.
and they r all congested on my forehead. wth.
let me count. there's like abt 20!! on my forehead!!! wth.
and im still NOT restraining myself from heaty food. argh.
never mind. they will go away. EVENTUALLY.
one day doesnt seems like a century anymore.
darn. now one day seems like FOREVER. argh.
*i wont be alone. || 11:15 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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