ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, April 22, 2005
a good scolding from my granny.
argh. i knew it. i knew she'd open my results slip.
i shld have stay at home today to prevent it from happening.
argh! ok. watever.
after she knew my results, everything tt happened in de house bcum my mistake.
point at me for every little mistakes tt she could find. wth.
nvm. im used to it. immuned.
went to skool for hydrus meeting.
called up 56 freshies. *sweats*
made our final decision on freshies ID. yeap. i like it.
discussed about our tshirts wid polaris. hahs. nice pple.
ate dinner wid :
hydrus - me, mudd, liangzhen, huanzhi.
polaris - irwin, hardi, lilynne.
and one extra spencer from atlas. hahs.
polaris's freshies ID damn cool. hahs.
i muz "pei fu" mass comm peeps. hahs. lilynne, u da woman. hahs.
oh ya. was watching this vcd wid dem @ atrium.
was an Indonesian show. featuring some ghostly stuffs.
gosh. freaked me out totally. hahs.
im scared but still wanna watch. hehs. "fan jian".
oh well. there's a trial camp for FOP tml. argh.
8am! gosh. i din wan to go. argh. but already signed up for FOP's SLs.
so, haix. gotta sacrifice my beauty sleep. argh.
nvm. i will gain smth eventually. hahs.
still tinking. shall i go to sentosa this sunday? phew.
i've cancel my working for it le.
but i still got tuition in da morning. if im to go, will haf to go late.
den wats de point. hmmm. *tink tink*
oh ya. here's da pic of my ear. hehs. new piercing. hehs.
love it.

hehs.
nth more to report.
*i wont be alone. || 10:14 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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