i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
finally get some life this afternoon. wahaha. watched "house of fury" wid denise dar @ clementi. hahs. its a damn sudden decision. i actually wanted to play mahjong. but no one's free. argh. but its ok. de movie was so damn nice. was late lah. so missed de beginning. oh god. gillian is so ke ai. she's damn gorgeous. i love her. muhaha. and stephen fung is damn cute can? wahaha. some parts of de movie were rather lame lah. haha. but doesnt matter, pay for de laughters. worth it. and on de way back, denise dar made a big big joke. she say she wanted to share one underwear wid me. wahaha. denise, u wan? dreams on. hahs. its was a genuine joke lah. but i shant say de details. peeps, plz go laugh at her. hahs.
nth more to report. gotta continue packing my stuff for camp. peeps, plz plz miss me. hahs.
*i wont be alone. || 11:37 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.