ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Thursday, April 28, 2005
argh. terrible headache. hahs.
last SC GLs training ytd b4 actual camp. phew.
everyone starting to get tense up.
phew. de comm kinda give us some pressure. phew.
yes, its OUR camp!! and its going to be a GREAT SUCCESS!!!
sports camp rocks!!!!
after training, went clubbing.
wid joanne, kristen, esther, paige, garrett, daren, jeffri, faiz and kevin.
SC peeps rock.
hahs. went ChinaBlack. lol.
phew. luckily can get in. lol. garrett oso damn lucky. lol.
supposed to meet them @ 11pm. lol.
some were late lah. den lobster joanne realised tt she dun haf her IC or ezlink card wid her.
lol. so i went back wid her to get. lol.
to and fro. we reached PP @ arnd 1145pm.
wth. de guys are already in de queue. we wanted to cut queue.
hehs, but de bouncer stopped us. haix.
so, jo, kristen and me waited for another 1hour plus. argh.
daren came out to wait wid us. hahs. and borrowed my battery for his fone. lol.
finally get in @ 1am. wth. hahs. de rest already enjoying inside le.
went to look for them. danced and drank alot. really drank alot.
woah, daren even bought us drinks. tequila shot for everyone of us.
hahs. and a jug of vodka ribena. total $130. daren, u da man!! lol.
hehs. cos its Ladies' Night. so me and jo decided to drink till we drop.
argh. and i got abit too tipsy till i lost daren's battery. argh.
and so now i got no fone to use. haix. gave him my battery. ARGH.
stayed there till closing time. esther and daren went off earlier.
waited outside far east's 7-11 till dawn. all wanted to catch first bus.
hahs. paige and garrett went off to take their bus.
de rest accompanied de drunken lobster(joanne) to her bus stop.
hahs. de both of us cant even walked properly.
kristen gotta hold on de both of us. hahs.
in de end, jeffri gotta piggyback me all de way to taka's bus stop. lol.
waited for jo's bus. den kristen, kevin and me went to take bus 190.
argh. damn tired. TIRED!! reached home @ arnd 7am.
phew. thank god din get scolded. lol.
clubbing's fun. dancing's fun. drinking's fun, fun, FUN!!!!
and yes!! grace's back~~~
finally!!!!!! missed her sooooooooooooo much.
hahs. yea yea yea~!
can chill wid her liao. o0o. miss her!!!!!!!!!!! hahs
and yes, lorraine's back from melbourne too~~
and its her bday today. hahs. ytd she's supposed to meet us @ ChinaBlack.
hahs. but this cheeky girl got drunk @ ChinaJump. hahs.
and couldnt make it there. lol. birthday girl ah, hahs.
phew, need to catch some rest. yawns.
less than 48 hours. i wont have to miss you anymore.
*i wont be alone. || 9:52 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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