ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, March 05, 2005
yea! i made it.. i fulfil another thing on my wishlist.. i was chosen, for sports camp GL!!! yea~~ congrats to myself.. congrats to denise, grace, kailing, irwin, huanzhi, andrea, huimin, berniece and de rest who got chosen!! congrats congrats~~ when nenghao's announcing de results, he made all of us damn kancheong loh.. arh~ kinda sad when de rest din get chosen, esp. my own frens.. haix.. nvm frens, its de memories tt matter.. de sweat, de hard work n everything, i will remember them by heart... thanks sport camps!
lurve today's training session.. everything was damn great!! de bench game, de wet games, juz everything.. so close, n yet so far away.. but im contented.. those dazzling smiles, those conversations n those interactions were all i needed.. finally, eyes met, and smiled, for times tt were enough to recharge myself when i missed everything this whole week.. captured.mesmerized.smitten. by everything.. training rocks.. lunch rocks too..
and yes, i bcum a cooked lobster after training.. i hate to be sunburnt!! cos its painful.. but doesnt matter, cos there's more to come.. gonna haf a busy holidays this time.. yes! sports camp n more sports camp!! and gonna plan a malaysia trip wid denise darling n gracey baby n de rest of da peeps.. cameron highlands? kl shopping trip? tioman? or anywhere? arh~ holidays!! here i come!! muhahaha...
tts all peeps.. muacks everyone~
*i wont be alone. || 9:34 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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