ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, March 14, 2005
so tired. sports camping training juz rocks.
juz finished bathing. and damn my towel, its pretty useless.
it cant absorb water, and water's still dripping from my hair. wth.
my CGL is mudd. interesting guy. was last yr best freshie.
hahs. and i got de best group members.
serene, celine, guang rong, liang zhen, huanzhi, clemence, ronnie.
and a girl called charlene who din show up. interesting character.
and de guy called clemence is juz a joke. hahs. interesting fellow.
guess kim noes him. he was from hong kah sec. hahaha.
whoa. juz love sports camp n training so much.
at least i dun feel dark when im running like mad arnd campus today.
whoa, sense of achievement. shall keep going.
went to skool for 15mins of bca class today. damn.
its a complete waste of my time. i could slp till noon. argh.
but its ok. at least i got lots of nice pple going queensway wid me.
denise dar, kim, jying, diyana n her bf, jason, zesty, benben and yaofeng who joined us later.
bought a belt wid kim. damn nice.
chose bday pressie for benben. damn, we got good n expensice taste. $179.
nike delta force high. damn nice. burnt a hole in my pocket.
benben, plz dun forget my bday is on 18nov. its payback time.
there's econs retest tml. guess im gonna flunk it. again.
this semester is no good. im spend 99% of my time daydreaming in class.
serve u right, maybelyn. i wish u repeat this whole sem.
econs is going to flunk. and BCA. ITL too. maybe POA. CIPR doesnt seems gd as well.
haix. 2weeks to exams. but i juz cant settle down. wth.
argh. cant go on like this. i muz do smth. but wat?! phew.
hey peeps. still reading? nah. tts all.
*i wont be alone. || 11:57 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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