ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
ok. im blogging @ 4.08 am. wat de hell.
had been practising my access very slowly since 2am.
and had been repeating my blog song since 2am too.
love da song to bits.
tml is bca final test. oh, or shall say LATER?!
and my intuition is telling me tt im going to flunk.
oh well, i've tried. at least tonight.
going to continue to practise after blogging. i need a timeout.
yaofeng suggested me to do de PBL again. he say might help.
ok, i'll listen. since test is commencing in 4hours and 50mins.
i wanna pass my BCA. cos i dun wanna see tt fat belly again.
i hate Mr. Wong Soon Fatt.
went to clarke quay to celebrate benben's bday.
wid kim, jying, denise darling, jason, zester, yaofeng, calvin, loycus, benson, terrence and jackson.
had a nice dinner @ riverside indonesian restaurant. yums.
de food is quite nice. shall go there again.
terrence paid fifty bucks for benben, denise n jason to take a ride on de inverse bungee.
and its discounted. 3 person for $50. normal pricing is one person for $25.
which means now one person is going up for free. hahs.
terrence is benben's cousin.
how nice of him to laugh de loudest when benben was screaming when he went up.
hahs. stopped by de underpath to listen to an old man sing. he got nice vocal.
had a great night out man! thou its damn tiring, and having an exam de next day, i enjoyed, so much!
argh. have to continue excel-ing and access-ing le.
phew.
i can make it. i will survive.
*i wont be alone. || 4:08 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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