ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, March 13, 2005
argh. lonely weekends juz suck.
juz reached home after my tuition session wid 2 little cute imps.
Jaime n Jordan. de guy get gd grades for his chinese. *happy*
desmond juz praised me last nite for tt. hmmm.
at least im useful to some extend. lol.
went to lot 1 for lunch. alone. ate Ajisen.
iced lemon tea was tasteless, and noodles were soggy. cos im ALONE.
bad lunch. nearly dropped tears into de blend soup. haix.
thanks people for showing me concern. letting me know tt im not all alone.
Human was nice. thou i dunno who he/she was.
but im gonna give him/her a big hug, and a kiss to his/her heart.
cos he/she says it breaks to see me like this. how sweet. aww.
thanks kim, jiying and most of all, my S.O.B.
i juz love u girls. muacks.
but i still tink tt my life sucks big time. sorry girls.
how meaningless can life get? wats de point of breathing when u dun feel like living?
POINTLESS! MEANINGLESS! hell.
oh well, kim said, 'there's a rainbow after all rains.'
really girl? is there really a rainbow? nah. doubt so.
but thanks anyway. still love u girls so much.
gonna treat jying chocolates tml. for chatting wid me last nite.
she's one really sweet girl. damn tt Apache guy who insulted my beloved friend.
Shadow is sleepy. so am i. gotta take my nap. yawns.
im always ready to leave.
*i wont be alone. || 2:01 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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