ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
blogging.. moody today.. haix..
almost all common tests results are out.. well, abit more than wat i expected.. phew, passed my cipr.. thank god.. muhaha.. failed itl badly, very badly.. poa was fine, very fine.. bca was wonderful, juz passed, 50/100.. cool.. left wid econs paper, we gotta retake de paper, as de paper was exactly de same as last sem, so its like not fair lahx, duh~ haix..
saw him @ canteen 4 today.. hehs, feel happy leh.. dunno why.. aiyo, i din even say 'hi' to him.. hahs.. and de weather today was bad, very bad.. damn freaking hot.. argh~
last nite, someone played a big joke on me.. hey someone, u noe who u r.. i tell u, im not angry, but im damn freaking upset abt it.. ya, trust me to believe every single word tt u say.. im so kancheong when u told me tt loh.. i kept running and yet u say 'Haha, im lying la.' do u noe how hurtful is tt anot? but i juz cant bring myself to get angry wid u.. argh~ u better do smth to shu zui ok.. *hmph* if not, i dun fren u liao.. bleahs~
watched Constantine wid denise darling n gracey baby @ jurong point ytd.. lol.. damn nice movie.. keanu reeves is cool lah, but not so charming like wat pple always say.. lol.. ate Billy Bombers before movie, yums.. thank god i got my sisters to spend vday, if not, i'll go really go out and step on pple's flowers sia.. muhaha.. so tragic.. oh, denise darling bought me a soft toy, damn cute, i named it winny.. hehs.. love denise darling, love winny.. oh ya, have to bring up this issue, when i call denise my darling, it doesnt mean tt we're les ok.. hahs.. tink pple might start to suspect when de 'darling' word kept appearing all over my blog n frenster.. im damn ---, ok..muhaha.. i love denise, she's my best friend.. i love grace, she's my best friend too.. love them all.. muacks~
update again.. take kares peeps..
*i wont be alone. || 6:05 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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