ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, February 05, 2005
blogging.. hehs..
had a great day today.. PERFECT! went out wid kai.. =) met him @ 12pm at bp lrt station.. he was late thou.. lolx.. took MRT to lavender.. i shld haf told him tt we could take bus 960 to bugis den transfer MRT lohx.. hahs.. reached lavender at abt 130.. duhx.. took so long.. hehs, but its fine lah.. longer journey means longer time wid him.. walked to beach road from lavender.. shopped for more than an hour and i finally bought a pair of shoes.. tt fussy guy bought nothing.. so choosy.. lol... after tat took MRT to commonwealth and took bus 100 to queensway shopping center.. de point is, we took a longer route again.. if we alight at queensway MRT, its like only 2 bus stops to de shopping center.. but we alighted at commonwealth, and its 5 to 6 bus stops away.. lol.. but as i say, its doesnt matter lah.. hehs.. kai brought me to see de pair of shoes tt i always wanted.. nike air max 90.. oh gosh.. its so damn gorgeous man! i dun even feel like putting it back to shelf until kai pulled me out of tt shop by force.. lol.. kai bought himself a pair of trainer shoes at a damn crowded shop sia.. lol.. den i eyed on this nike blazer loh.. its quite cheap lah.. i was like damn geksim loh.. shld haf to queensway first b4 going beach road.. was considering whether to buy tt shoes all of de time when we were shopping around.. and kai keep on saying, 'really dun wan ah', 'very cheap leh', 'matching shoes wid mine leh' and blah blah blah.. haix.. in de end, i cant resist to temptations, i bought it.. hehs.. true lah.. its was a pair of matching shoes wid de one kai bought.. hehs, he called our shoes 'couple shoes'.. after tt we took bus 961 home.. hehs.. de whole ride was damn fun.. everything's so great today.. thank you, for everything..
thank god today i had a great day.. ytd went to town wid denise darling and it was really bad.. both of us were so damn moody.. she had her reasons.. but i juz cant figure out why im so moody as well.. everything's juz so NOT rite.. we tried pampering ourselves @ nydc.. but other than making us feel bloated, nth much changed.. we r still damn moody.. and i was supposed to shop for my cny clothes, but i went home empty-handed.. phew, wat a day man.. haha.. well, maybe there's one thing to be happy abt.. i saw kai @ far east.. but i dare not say 'hi' and he din even see me.. lolx.. and today we were like having fun?! wat a big diff.. went home after seeing him, and slept damn early.. stayed up for my cipr paper de whole nite, perhaps tts de reason of my moodiness.. erm, well..
abit long.. update again.. muacks everyone..
*i wont be alone. || 9:52 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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