ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, January 22, 2005
blogging... whoa~ had fun today.. here it goes..
was supposed to go for microecons make-up tutorials @ 10am today.. but woke up @ 930am and was definitely late.. so ended up @ canteen 2 eating breakfast-cum-lunch, wid denise darling.. wanted to find a place to study and finish up bca project, so we headed to blk 27, the square.. uploaded all my fotos from my hp to denise's lappy den to thumbdrive.. was going to start to do project when denise feels like watching movie again.. muhaha.. went to library to watch 'bruce almighty'.. PiakMerSamy came to watch movie too.. some bring it on movie.. muhaha.. when its about 2pm, we left n headed for swimming pool.. wanna watch de aquathlon competition, when 2person haf to pair up, one haf to swim for 400m, another haf to run for 1500m right after de swimmer finish.. my cipr classmate, charles is taking part.. wanted to go there n gif him some support.. he doesnt seems confident.. hahs.. and i ended laughing like mad when i saw him swim.. oops, sorry abt tt.. hahs.. i was being bad at first lah.. denise says his breast stroke was good.. well, i dunno.. hahs.. after went to library to get some work done.. 4pm, was abt to go off and saw de prize presentation going on @ atrium.. decided to stay there n see see look look loh.. saw charles again.. hahs.. he din win thou.. his timing was 5mins plus.. well, i think tt was good.. hahs.. saw another cipr classmate, wen tat oso, tt guy who look like toro! hahs..
accompanied charles to eat his lunch-cum-dinner @ bt timah shopping center.. wanted to go al ameen n realisd tt both al ameen n al ahzar r closed.. selamat hari raya haji~ hahs.. went to play pool @ beauty world's century after his meal.. stupid charles, keep on 'suaning' me lohx.. pengs.. kanasai one.. den thrashing me some more.. he damn pro lohx.. hahs.. muz jio him go play pool some other time.. hahs.. took some pictures in century.. shall upload again.. hahs.. went home after one hour plus of pool session..
upload new pics @ gallery.. wee-o-wee.. hahs.. so zi lian.. pengs..
update again.. muacks..
*i wont be alone. || 8:48 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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