i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, January 14, 2005
blogging.. well, at least im feeling better now..
had a tok wid my bestie ytd.. everything turned out to be okay le.. this time i shall thank god for it.. she's really de last friend who i wanna lose.. but i wonder does she think this way too.. well.. god knows... watever lahx...
in itl class now.. damn sianx.. was late for cipr this morning.. hahs.. stepped in class at 9:20am.. muhaha.. cavin and gang were so worried tt i din go class.. bcos they needed for my cipr exercise!! wahaha.. sianx lah..i was so tired lohx.. i woke up at 8:30am!! granny and grandpa were yelling for fifteen mins b4 they could get me out of bed! wahaha.. me sleepyhead.. damn sianx loh.. hahs.. wa piangz..tt guy from my cipr class really like toro alot lohx.. not say alot lahx.. but when u look at him, u really can imagine as toro lohx.. piangz.. our skool got alot of energy lookalike loh.. got a guy look like ah-di de lohx.. denise was so high.. muhaha..
oh yah.. got my new fone le.. yea.. quite happy lah.. thou its not de latest model.. but its one of my very favourite fone.. yea~~ hahaha...
update again.
*i wont be alone. || 10:06 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.