ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
blogging.. again... 2nd entry of the day.. becos i have to, i HAVE TO, blog abt tuition experience.. argh~
its like getting my retribution for bullying my tuition teachers when i was a kid loh.. my gosh.. and when i was a kid, im definitely better alright.. at least for de first lessons, im always very shy ok.. always after first lessons den i tend to make things difficult alright... and now, my 2 kids were creating havoc during our first ever lesson?! how wonderful.. let me go into details.. de 2 kids, geraldine, pri 4, and john, pri 2... when i was teaching de sister, de brother run away.. when i finally get de brother back, de sister's gone.. when i FINALLY get de both of them on de SAME table, they started shouting at each other.. when i ask de sister to read thru her science textbook while i listen to de brother read his chinese passage to me, she start coloring her txtbook and he started reading in some alien language.. when i ask de brother to read his chinese passage to me, he went searching for his kiddy english and chinese dictionaries.. when he finally get settled down to read tt chinese passage, his hands were busily fidgeting wid his teddy bear... and ended up, playing.. when teaching de sister her maths, she starts asking 'where u live', 'when is ur bday', 'u got bf anot', 'u noe how to play bball anot', 'u got jog and do pushups anot' and blah blah blah.. finally 2 hours over but i dun feel happy! cos i can feel another 2 hours coming on thursday! haix.. sounds so drama rite?! and yes.. it all happened on me, ME!!!!
haha.. long paragraph.. hahs.. but afterall, de 2 kids are cute lahx.. bet they will be better next lesson.. hehs... here i come, geraldine and john! hahs..
update again bahx.. im gonna change my blogskin soon! really cant stand non-black background de.. hahs.. take kares peeps...
*i wont be alone. || 8:35 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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