ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
blogging... hahs.. change my blogskin.. kinda cute lahx.. muhaha.. lurve it quite alot.. hahs..
went to town for 2 days.. wid ling.. its her bday ytd.. hahs.. she bought me my bday pressie tt she owed me.. yea~ a roxy necklace.. lurve it~ muacks.. went shopping around.. and take neoprints @ heerens and cineleisure.. saw a bag at cine.. like it alot.. actually ling has tt bag.. hers is black.. de one i wanted is brown.. shld haf ask her to buy tt for my bday instead.. hahs.. nvm.. hahs.. i saw him.. hehs.. expected.. muhaha.. ate long john silver and went home.. supposed to go to centerpoint to repair my samsung fone de.. but too lazy to walk there.. hahs.. so went there today loh.. ling went wid me oso lahx.. piangz.. shld haf bring it there earlier lohx.. so easy only.. hahs.. but sad lahx, to completely repair my fone, they haf to upgrade some software, wat de motherboard spoil, watever lahx... den if upgrade de software, all my data will be GONE!! wats this man!! argh.. say goodbye to my messages lahx.. i will be fine.. now i MAY seems fine lahx.. but who noes how will i feel tml when i collect my fone and realise tt my inbox is EMPTY?!?! haix.. fated and destined lahx.. bobian loh.. went to eat long john silver @ cineleisure again.. lazy to walk to far east lahx.. hahs.. hehs.. saw him again.. unexpected this time.. was juz abt to leave after looking at handphones wid ling.. hahs.. so lucky.. but paiseh lahx.. went home after eating..
my 'wonderful' wkends.. hahs.. so boring.. oh.. now watching de ren ci charity show.. richie ren so ke ai.. muhaha... getting to de climax le.. hahs..
update again bahx.. nitey pple.. muacks..
*i wont be alone. || 10:16 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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