ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, January 07, 2005
blogging.. hahs.. @ atrium.. wid my sisters of blood back again! muhaha.. their maths lessons cancelled.. hahs..
came to skool @ 9am today.. hahs.. i tot my lessons was @ 9 lohx.. den actually my itl class is @ 10 lohx.. kaox.. crap lahx.. so stood @ atrium for abt half an hour, toking to peishi and hungjip and waiting for a miracle.. but it didnt happen.. i should haf wake up earlier ytd!!! err! haix.. nvm.. fated and destined.. i really hope he stays.. well, im being selfish here.. haix.. but nvm.. im going to brave thru this.. its not going to pull me down.. i mean, wat can be more serious than knowing that de person u like is someone like this... i mean.. haix..
going to pia our bca project soon.. after de gurls come back wid their food.. haix.. time passes so fast.. common test is going to start on de last wk of this mth.. so fast?!?!?! argh.. i dun even noe a single thing.. shit.. c'mon.. how many times haf i been paying attention.. hahs.. i noe i shall buck up.. nvm lah.. do watever i can do.. most impt! dun surf de net in class!!! hahs...
de gurls r eating in front of me.. how could they? how could they eat such nice food in front of someone tt wanna lose weight.. argh.. denise's eating pasta.. grace's eating some salad, and coughing badly.. poor girl.. she's not joining us tonight.. oh ya... piak, samy, banchin n fren, and me r going clubbing tonight.. hahs.. so cool...
shall update again.. take kares pple...
*i wont be alone. || 1:25 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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