ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, January 03, 2005
blogging.. in a damn bad mood.. dun ask me why.. juz bad mood.. haix.. 2oo5 sucks..
today bca lessons at 11am.. but i woke up @ 1o45!!! how cool.. rushed thru all my stuffs and finally reached skool @ 1120.. phew.. luckily was still considered present.. hahs.. bca ended @ 12plus.. den went to SIM to eat lunch wid denise n grace.. was discussing how to dye my hair all de way.. muhaha.. grace had to go off earlier cos she's meeting her friend.. den denise waited for me @ de library for my poa lessons to end... wat crap.. i dun understand a single thing again.. muhaha.. when lessons FINALLY ended, went to library to find her and watch Romeo And Juliet together.. its a nice movie lohx.. de ending is so sad.. tt hateful denise was trying to irritate and make me luff when romeo n juliet r dying, to prevent me from crying.. argh.. i feel so inhumane.. they were dying and im still laughing to denise's lame jokes.. wat crap.. muhaha..
smth strange happened @ de atrium.. we were in de toilet @ de atrium after watching de movie.. den i saw this girl coming to wash her hands, who looking 99% alike as Claire Danes, who acted as Juliet.. i was like 'wat?! am i seeing things?!' den i hurry denise to come out and i was like searching in de atrium for tt girl.. but i cant find her le.. denise said i was hallucinating.. but i SWEAR!! she looks juz like her!!! argh.. well, watever lahx..
so depressed.. lessons @ 8 tml.. haix.. its quite a long day tml.. 8am-3pm..
so depressed.. i miss him..
so depressed.. i miss him..
update again.. nights peeps.. take kares..
*i wont be alone. || 9:52 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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