ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
blogging.. yea.. its my first entry of de yr!! how cool.. whoa.. welcome 2oo5~
had a great countdown for this new yr.. my first countdown wid my sister of blood, denise oh~ muhaha.. went down to suntec to meet denise n jason @ ard 5 plus.. den jason went off to find his frens.. denise and i still got some time before meeting grace and my mum, so we went jalan @ suntec.. hahs.. mango was having a great sale.. we were like enjoying our shopping there while my mum called and say she wanna pick us up.. she took a cab to pick us up lahx.. hahs.. luckily mum pick us up earlier.. it started to rain heavily when we boarded de cab.. muhaha.. mummy gave me my new yr present, a wired keychain which forms my name.. muhaha.. lurve her~ we went to de No. 1 bbq steamboat to eat.. grace joined us later bcos she got a staff meeting earlier on.. we actually stayed there n eat for 3 hrs!!!!!! my god~ how much calories would there be?!?!? denise managed to persuade her dad to let her 'stay at my place' when we actually planned to go esplanade to countdown.. muhaha.. my mum send us to suntec city and she went off for some 'dry swimming' session at my aunt's place.. muhaha.. play mahjong lahx..
we den made our way to esplanade.. on our way, grace met her frens and den denise and i went off.. de 2 of us gonna rock de night~ when we walked out of de underpath, there's like guards ushering us to de right place.. denise and i feel like we r going to some autograph sessions like tat, wid all those barrigates.. muhaha.. and finally, we managed to walk thru tt crowd and reached esplanade.. thou we cant really get a nice place to stand thru de night.. we walked ard de place and found a rather nice spot.. somewhere under de bridge, where alot of pple are playing wid de spray cans.. of cos we had to joined in de fun.. we bought green, pink and orange spray cans, and there's nice pple who started squirting their cans on us.. how friendly.. its rather cool thou.. muhaha.. when its twelve, i called him.. wishing him a happy new year.. im so thrilled when i finally get thru de line.. how cool.. i heard his voice de first thing in new year~ thank god.. happy 2oo5..
after all de countdown and spraying thingy, we were like walking aimlessly, wid our hair and body 'coated' wid all those colourful 'snow flakes' tt nice pple gave us.. phew.. hahs.. denise suggested walking down to town to catch a movie.. but, in de middle of night, how could 2 idiots w/out sense of direction make it to town? wanted to take a cab to town, but queue was long everywhere.. and i even got harressed by a motorist at de taxi stand @ pan pacific hotel.. wat crap.. i've got good memories there okie.. dun try to spoil my night, and denise was more pissed off than i am.. nice sister.. muhaha.. de queue was too long, 2 impatient ladies decided not to wait.. so we ended up walking ard suntec n esplanade area for abt a hour before we find de right way.. thanks denise.. when we finally stepped into town area, its already like 3plus.. gosh.. we walked for abt 2 hrs plus.. nice new yr night.. muhaha.. since its like so late, of cos we din wan to watch movie anymore.. waited for NR3 to go home..
we wanted to buy drinks at 7-11 when we reached bukit panjang.. but crap lahx.. they said they r not allowed to sell alcohol from 12am to 6am.. wat's this! kaox.. muhaha.. bobian, bought fruit juices instead.. haix.. denise stayed over at my place tt night.. muhaha.. we watched abit of 'the incredibles' before we sleep.. nice movie.. muhaha..
she went home early in de morning de next day.. i had to wake up to close de door for her.. but went back to sleep anyway.. and i woke up @ 6 plus in de evening tt day.. nice sleep.. muhaha..
happy new year everyone~ wish all ur wishes come true.. muacks.. take kares pple~
*i wont be alone. || 1:03 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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