ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, December 15, 2004
blogging.. again..
introducing this very nice song by tata young.. my blog song.. i think of u..
when im down and all alone
when nothing seems to matter
when i lose my hope when im sad and confused
when it all gets turn around n round
i cant seem to reach for solid ground
when everything i believe in seems untrue
all i have to do
chorus
is think of u
i think of u when its gone
like u chase away de storm
and making it all okay
i think of u
i think of u when im strong
and i know i can go on
its like u set me free
when life gets de best of me
i just think of u
now i know wat love means
and watever life may hold for me
through de fire
through de rain i believe
cos there's nothing i cant bear
knowing that u will be there
when i fall i will break
through it all i'll make it through
cos all i have to do
chorus
and when i think im all alone
i can see the way to go
lost in de rain of my own tears
to wash away de pain and fear
chorus
for de good times and de bad times
i just think of u
cos u know u get de best of me
i just think of u
nice eh? lurve it to bits.. tata young rocks!! muhaha..
now real bloggie stuff.. sianx.. went for stupid cipr lessons.. argh.. repeating a module sucks.. repeating a module = seperated from frens and mixed wid a bunch of strange faces.. hell wid it.. really miss my OWN class.. despite some irritating pple in there.. but i still lurve da class.. afterall, its my first class when i get into poly.. im actually expecting to stay wid de same whole bunch of my peeps thru de 3 yrs.. but now!!! argh.. sucks.. i always like my very first class when i get into a new environment.. like how i lurve my 2e2`2001.. rocks.. rocks.. okie..
other than de fact tt im actually alone in tt cipr class, de other thing which turned me off is de pple's hostility.. so unfriendly.. machiam alienating me liddat.. or i choose to alienate myself.. duhx.. but they juz doesnt seem to be friendly for me to approach.. ah.. hell wid it.. i dun care.. de most suckiest thing abt cipr is.. i got to do de microsoft word n powerpoint and juz everything ALL OVER AGAIN.. including stupid PBL.. wat de hell.. sucks.. i actually deleted my previous work le lohx.. cant reuse.. damn.. shall stop toking abt stupid cipr..
anyway.. went home wid denise today.. its been a while since we went home together.. last wk im working.. ytd i met him.. finally.. today is de chance for us to go home together.. just de 2 of us.. had a gr8 tok wid her somewhere windy.. cool.. tok abt friends.. tok abt relationships.. tok abt de future.. tok abt everything.. my cool sister.. u rocks.. smooch*
aint no beating us.. we r da unbelievable.. we r da unbeatables.. my gurls and i rocks..
shall update again..
take kares peeps..
*i wont be alone. || 12:50 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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