i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Tuesday, November 09, 2004
yo~
here's de pictures of my trip to Farmart...! whoa~
haha.. this is de duckies we lurve at farmart~ esp. de small one..
de veri nice ice cream..... "yums.." "hey.. im eating.. dun take my pic!" "ah~ oops~" ......... poof.. gone~ our [u really tink this is self-taken?] self-taken photos sisters of blood.. whooya~ denise looks so funny, bleahs.. hmmm, i like myself in this pic~
haha.. my nice nice de ear-rings.. self-taken in KBox.. lying on grace.. smooch* self-taken on de way home.. look blur but nice.. hmmm..
*i wont be alone. || 1:29 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.