ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, November 08, 2004
a few days since i updated le.. hmmm... days r still so dead n lifeless.. haix.. nth much to spice up my life.. bleahs..
wahaha... went to Farmart last thurs, 4th nov, wid my sisters of blood.. denise & gracie.. whoo~ miss da gurls.. haven seen each other since tt gr8 day to Wild Wild Wet.. n finally.. we had another day of fun.. wahaha..
taken when we were waiting for de shuttle bus outside Lot 1..
[hmmm, where's grace looking? haha.. tink she's looking at herself in de screen...]
we were all supposed to meet at 12pm.. hahahahaha.. but in de end, ALL of us were late.. by de time de 3 of us met, its already 1+pm le.. haha.. after lunch n all, we finally arrived at Farmart.. wahaha.. n denise, de driver aint going to kidnap us okie?! dumb dumb.. hee..
lazy to say all de details le.. no one will read everything in my entry anyway.. haha.. we were really entertained by all de poultries n those rude goats.. bleahs.. poor grace, din manage to take pics wid de goat in de end.. haix.. haha.. de trip there was short actually.. there isnt really much things for us to see lehx.. haha.. but de doggies there really brighten up my day~! lurve them to bits.. haha.. denise scared of dogs, so she din went into de pet shop.. wasted~! de doggies r so damn ke ai!!!!!!!!! there's a poodle damn cute lohx.. argh.. how i wish it belong to me.. haix.. will miss it..
after tt went to de little 'cafe' to eat ice cream.. de ice cream is damn nice.. er, mine was nice lahx.. haha.. den take alot of funny pics sia.. bleahs.. haha.. shall upload soon after denise send me.. haha..
den its raining like so heavily.. so we were tinking of places to go, things to do.. actually wanted to watch movie de.. but den we ended up in KBox.. whoa~ first time go KBox wid my sisters of blood.. cool! everything is so fun..
i have you to be with,
everything will be easy...
my sisters of blood.. now, later, forever... a lifetime... hopefully..
whoa.. today worked until damn tired.. this morning 5am den slp.. den supposed to wake up at 10am de.. den late loh.. 1045am den wake up.. den definitely late for work.. so take cab.. argh~ $$ fly.. haix.. tml haf to wake up early AGAIN! haf a staff meeting for BOC.. bleahs.. boring.. haix.. meeting for wat de hell! stupid lahx.. haix.. haven even receive my cheque lohx.. kns.. wanna 'swallow' my $$ izit.. haha..
yawns.. slping soon le.. update again.. will upload de pics SOON!!!
*i wont be alone. || 4:06 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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