ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Friday, November 19, 2004
blogging.. wat a BDAY!
went to town wid a bunch of gr8 frens.. ate lunch at a posh restaurant.. after went shopping almost at every possible shop.. bought all de stuffs tt i liked.. so rich.. after tt went for a evening movie.. de show was gr8.. den went to Newton n ate dinner, after tt went to KBox n enjoyed!!
perfect day? how i wished de above is true..
today juz sux so totally!! and i emphasize, its SUCKS!!
birthdays r not for pathetic pple like me.. no one to celebrate wid.. this juz sucks lahx.. i hate 18 november.. its not a gd day lahx.. argh.. hope de steamboat on sat will balance de unhappiness today.. dun wish to say so much le.. tears r welling up.. shhh...
but, still need to thank my frens who wished me...
xinwei [thanks so much for wishing in SO advanced, haha]
leon [da handsome guy from ocom class]
yuzhen [cutey junior, thanks]
denise [my sister of blood~ yea]
griselda aka girly [my dearest childhood fren]
qianhui [same bday wor]
yenkai [thanks sooooo much]
wainian [tts sweet of ya to rmb my bday]
weixun [thanks so much]
sharon [miss ya loads]
lingz [my baobei meimei]
zhenwei [gr8ful to ya, my bday sux]
hui teng [thanks my dear]
shiyun [whoops, lurve ya]
my biological Mummy [thanks for da Osmose dress]
grace [another sister of blood]
pengzhi [surprised!]
sujun [my sweetie pie]
phui hae [gr8 sister]
vanessa[whoa~ miss ya pple]
peppermint [cute name eh?]
allan [thanks thai guy~]
sherwin [nice fren from friendster]
don zhuo [thanks wor~]
bleahs, so detailed liddat.. muhaha..
whoo.. quite a long list.. but a special thanks to xun-... was talking to her juz now.. told her tt i got a bad bday.. n her bday wasnt tt gr8 as well.. den she left me a testi.. aww, how sweet.. lurve all those pple! yea.. another special thanks to yenkai.. was so damn shocked when i saw him at my doorstep.. i din expected it at all.. but thanks.. lurve tt tee alot.. its pink! yea...
hope saturday will be better lahx.. oh yah.. thanks denise for posting such a sweet entry on ur blog.. lurve ya, lurve da bday cake.. muacks..
gd nights peeps..
*i wont be alone. || 5:29 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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