ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
blogging...
whoa~ final epsiode for The Champion today.. wat a ending.. haha.. still haf to vote.. of cos is kaiwei n jingwen together better lahx.. haha.. cfm plus chop lahx.. haha..
overslept today again.. 2 days in a row.. had to take a cab to JP in order not to be late.. haix.. took cab for 2 days.. sucking my blood! argh.. bobian lahx.. haix haix.. today sales is bad lahx.. no crowd at all sia.. where de hell did all those pple gone? tml still gotta work.. muz not be late AGAIN!! after work tml gonna meet mummy.. yea!!! she's gonna bring me to haf lunch n shop for my birthday pressie.. gotta ask her buy lotsa clothes for me.. muhaha.. miss mummy too.. long time nv see her liao.. hmmm.. haha.. eeks.. so mushy.. haha..
bday coming SOON!!!!! 2 more days!! maybelx is turning 17!! sweet 16 gone!! growing up 17!! soon i will hold my 'silver key' n den my 'golden key'.. yea yea!! ttm.. haha..
i swear im going to haf fun on my bday n celebration!! bday last yr sux!!!! o lvls!!!! argh.. thank god there's still Toro to brighten up my dull bday last yr.. haha.. still remember damn clearly.. last yr de 18 nov.. im having my A.maths paper 2 & chem paper.. after A.maths paper, meet prawnie to send Toro off to Taipei.. den both of us rush back to skool for our chem paper!!! hahahahahahahaha!! my A.maths results still got a B3 lehx.. haha.. muz be Toro lahx.. my motivation.. haha.. bleahs..
met lingz juz now.. @ lot 1.. to take my pay at Seiyu.. so little nia.. sianx.. haha.. den go gaigai awhile.. haha.. ate alot of food.. mochi.. prawn dumpling.. siew mai.. bubbletea.. ah.. i can see calories knocking my door.. haha.. so long din see her liao.. miss her!!! den she came my hse take MYP Valentine de vcds.. den i helped her do her bloggy stuff.. haha.. so funnie..
yawns.. tml still haf to work early.. im still up.. haha.. but im NOT going to be late.. maybelx swear.. haha.. i tink when i blow off de candles on my bday cake 2 days later, one of my 3 wishes will be : i wish tt i wont be late for work n skool anymore.. haha.. wishes come true!! haha..
diyy tagged n say tt when skool reopens, pple will luff at my hair again.. haha.. funnie mehx? fashion highlight only wat.. haha.. if my hair is funny.. den wat abt denise? oops.. haha..
gd nights pple.. smooch*
*i wont be alone. || 3:18 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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