ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, November 01, 2004
blogging.. haix.. everyday is a tiring day for me.. work n work...
wahaha.. today work at Seiyu Lot 1.. 1o long hrs!!! torturing~! den manage to sell 9 pairs of shoes.. which totally cost slightly more than 400 bucks.. i din sell shoes b4.. dunno whether is this sales consider good or bad.. haha... heck.. but its was actually quite pleasant lahx.. go up n down de escalator, climb up n down de ladder to get shoes, will it help to burn calories?! wahaha... de pple there is nice.. n i might be getting chance to tutor my colleague's son.. wahaha.. xtra income again~ whoohu! pray hard i get de job~ haha..
so sianx.. this whole week not working at BOC... haix.. pengzhi lahx.. tell him long long ago i cant work nite shift liao.. j8 lehx.. reach home wat time liao.. n some more The Champion still showing.. bleahs~ so bobian he haf to cancel my shift for this week n replan next week one lohx.. haix.. $$ fly fly~ haha.. good oso.. can let me relax for a week.. FINALLY!! haha.. can go do things tt i originally planned.. wahaha... yippee~ de most impt thing to do is.. go repair my baobei~~ my Samsung S200.. argh~ spoilt quite long le.. no time to service it.. finally got time le~ yea! miss my baobei.. miss de 'whoa' sound whenever i flipped open my fone.. juz miss it..
no slping yet.. catching The Bachelor 3 later at 2am.. haha.. its encore episode lahx.. haha.. but its nice.. season finale le.. haha.. thou i already noe who he chosen liao.. but still wanna watch.. bleahs~ oh yah.. haha.. SI results.. whooha~ my prayers r heard.. daphne n syl stay on but tt chrissy is kicked out!! damn him lahx.. he shld be kicked out last week de lohx.. den my Maia could stay on.. piangz.. haix.. now more n more kancheong liao.. tink next week will kick daphne out le.. abo jiu shi leandra bahx.. perhaps lahx.. haha.. heck~ haha...
so sianx.. toking to denise now.. miss her n grace like mad~ my sisters of blood.. haha.. next wekk there will be a bloody trip tp Farmart.. whoohu~ my plans n my ideas.. haha.. sianx sianx sianx sianx.. i need cash~ loads of cash!!! donald! when r u giving me my pay?!?!?! im robbing BOC soon!! -__-" luckily still haf Chevrons GT to support me.. haha.. yea~
aiya, nth more to write le.. buaix~
oh ya... now its already november le.. which means.....................................................................................
my bday coming veri veri veri veri soon!!!!!!!!! *hints
haha.. bday bday bday.. whooha~ so looking forward to tt gr8 day!
*i wont be alone. || 5:25 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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