ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
yo.. blogging.. hmmm.. tired.. haix..
working today.. so sianx.. dun like to go bishan n work.. so far.. den haf to wake up earlier.. sianx.. haix.. still haf to work there till 15th next mth.. phew.. luckily b4 my bday.. wahaha.. piangx.. liddat haven take pay how to celebrate bday?! bleahs.. stupid BOC.. need to wait for a week den can take pay.. muz count de stock loss.. wth! stock loss got my business mehx? so unfair de.. stock loss we haf to account for it.. bleahs.. haix.. actualli dun wanna work there liao wan lohx.. but de pple there veri nice lehx.. Pengzhi, Donald, Ray, Bel, Willy, blah blah blah lahx.. if they not so nice, i surely dun work de.. but den continue working veri pekchek lehx.. cannot take pay every week.. den i eat shit ahx? bleahs.. haf to support myself de lehx.. haix.. still haf to spend alot on bday celebration lehx.. haix.. bobian lahx.. see wat can i do lohx..
oh ya.. can go back n work Chevrons GT.. haha.. last weekends working there.. better pay lohx.. some more is work le str8 away take $$ de.. though its more tiring lahx.. but i enjoy working there lehx.. not bcos of de pple lahx.. but its bcos i like working this way.. i like to interact wid pple.. bleahs.. haha.. maybe continue working at BOC den oso work at Chevrons lohx.. den income more.. wahaha.. den vivian oso got lobang for me.. wahaha.. im Queen of Part Time.. wahaha.. work at Lot 1 Seiyu.. actually quite okie lohx.. but haven cfm yet.. wahaha.. if i everytime liddat work part time den save all de $$, haha, i'll be de 1st teenager in spore to bcum a millionare by working part time.. bleahs.. tink too much.. haha.. cannot save one de lahx.. got $$ le den go buy this buy tat.. haha.. bleahs.. dun bother.. haha..
whoo.. i lurve tt Zinc bag at Bugis lehx.. lurve it loads man~ gonna buy it no matter wat.. haha.. n tt necklace.. tt ear-rings.. tt top.. tt skirt.. tt doggiex.. tt shoes.. argh~ haven even take pay lohx.. already tink of buying so many things liaox.. not even enuff sia.. haha.. bleahs~ but bag SURELY will buy de.. yea~
haha.. change my blog skin again.. wahaha.. actualli still like my Toro skin alot.. haha.. but this one oso veri nice.. haha.. pynk pynk de.. yea.. lurve pynk~ sooooo pynk.. haha... lurve it~ blog song oso veri ke ai.. wo yao qing qing wei ni chang shou ge~ evonne hsu~ haha.. so chio.. whooho!
nth to say le lahx.. yawns.. too tired le.. last nite slp at.. no no.. this morning slp at 6am.. den 10+ wake up le.. late for work liao.. 11 start work lohx.. 10+ den wake up.. from bt panjang to bishan? i aint superwoman.. haha.. so in de end, late for half an hour.. haha.. but oso din bother, i still write de sign in time as 11.. bleahs.. nanny nanny poo poo.. haha..
media player playing~ san ren by Chijon & Aimini.. i oso dunno who r they lahx.. but this song is so DAMN nice.. bleahs..
shall update again... yawns~ bathe le going to orh orh le.. nitex peeps....
*i wont be alone. || 1:17 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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