ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, October 30, 2004
blogging.. haha.. juz reach home.. bleahs~
went lot 1.. briefing at Seiyu.. this sun working there.. haha.. i tot vivian got wat gd lobang for me sia.. chey~ only replace her nia.. cos she still at msia.. when she come back den my lobang bijiat liaox.. haix.. nvm lahx.. $50 more i oso happie.. wahaha.. but den haf to wait until dunno when den can take pay lehx.. bleahs~ de person say normally de pay is every 1st of de mth den will take de.. den suay suay de day i work is 31 oct lehx.. kaox.. den next day will get pay mehx? diaox.. den some more when working cannot sit lehx!! haf to stand for 10 whole hrs!!!!! argh~ bobian.. $$ come first.. haha..
later got SI de results.. haix.. sianx lahx.. no more Maia Lee.. piangx.. she's so gr8! wat can i say abt sporeans' taste?! even chrissy oso can stay on?! bleahs lahx~ friends more mahx.. kns.. piangx.. Maia Lee Rawks man~~ haix.. whoa.. ytd Syl sings slow song lehx.. haha.. de judges say its a surprise.. haha.. but ytd he veri cute lehx.. first time i tink he's cute.. haha.. haix.. still tink tt Maia Lee rawks~ her son Tyrese rawks too~ so kawaii.. haha.. wonder who will be kick out later? maybe chrissy.. his performance ytd really not tt well.. daphne oso.. hope she can stay on.. argh~ haha..
so sianx.. working at BOC last 3 days was boring.. haf to open de store myself, which i took abt 1 hr each day.. bleahs~ reached there late some more.. haha.. haix.. haven even take my pay lohx.. haix.. no $$ to use liao.. haha.. tml working oso.. at Chevrons.. haha.. got $$ liaox.. bleahs.. but will get tired lehx.. sun still haf to wake up early.. haix..
stupid.. watching channel 8 now.. so lame lehx.. they showing abt before n after marriage de pple.. haha.. so funny lehx..
update again bahx.. haha.. nitex.. bleahs~
*i wont be alone. || 11:30 AM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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