ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Monday, October 18, 2004
blogging... tml is another major paper.. biz stats.. oh well.. im really worried.. -eeyer- -yucks- pukes!!!!! ah!! jux eat smth disgusting.. coffee flavoured wafers... pukes!! ah!!! so er xin.. machiam nail polish remover de taste liddat!! ah! damn it! shldnt haf buy man! :@
haix.. shld haf buy bin bin mi guo juz now.. now nth to snack le.. bleahs.. later gonna stay up de whole night again.. pia biz stats.. haix.. wonder will this work.. haix.. 2nd paper le.. im worried lahx.. first paper actualli sux! shucks.. maybe im too kancheong.. den i forget everything loh.. de moment de lecturer collect my paper, den everything flashed in mind already lohx.. piangz... shit lahx.. i dun mind retaking de module.. but i mind alot if i repeat this sem.. shit!! thousand+ of fees leh.. die lahx die lahx.. if can pass biz stats tml, i still haf cipr to worry lohx.. piangz.. how am i supposed to memorise tt chunk of words? plz lohx.. mr lau chung sing nv even teach lohx.. got lahx.. only go thru a few powerpt slides.. which is exactly de same as textbook loh... kaox.. call himself a principal lecturer.. piangz.. shit shit shit!! ah! zen mo ban!! plz god.. let me go thru this few days smoothly.. no headaches.. dun let me feel lethargic.. let mi be energetic!! so tt i could stay up for de papers!! ah!! den after tt i can relax!! phew..
haix.. bobian.. exams everytime so close to my bday.. n now all in my mind is my bday celebrations lohx! piangz.. shldnt haf plan so early.. den maybe concentrate more hor.. ah.. sianx...
update again... ah!!
*i wont be alone. || 1:28 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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