ooh-la-la.
i hasten to laugh at everything
for fear of being obliged to weep
laughters and tears are both reponses
to fustration and exhaustion
laughter gives us distance
it allows us to step back from an event
deal with it and then move on
but i too believe those who don't know
how to weep with their whole heart
don't know how to laugh either.
one of the worse feelings in the entire world is knowing that you arent good enough,
what's even worse is knowing at the same time that you'll never be.
Saturday, October 16, 2004
blogging! wat de hell! tml im having a major paper n im blogging now?!?!?! ridiculous! haix.. no mood at all.. haha!!
had loads of plans for hols.. haha.. wild wild wet! here i come! going to haf another piercing.. going to bleach my hair maybe.. going to farmart! haha.. so many places to go n so many things to do! whooha! haix.. exams haven even finish lohx.. piangz.. hahahahaha!!!!
today actualli wanna go back to skool n study de loh.. supposed to meet denise at 12pm.. haha!! but slp until one o'clock lohz! haha.. den ask her come up my place.. say surely will study one.. in de end.. slacked again! haha... watch Lead vcd.. haha.. listen to W-inds songs.. haha.. Buddies rulex!! haha.. J-pop is soooooooo cool!!!!! haha.. after tt watch under one roof.. so damn lame.. den went to westmall.. haha.. to hand de earnings ytd to Box of Chocolate.. wahaha.. den went gaigai for awhile lohx.. den veri paiseh loh.. went to RED2 mahx.. den de past few days oso got go see see look look mahx.. den de sales gurl remember us lohx.. say i look veri familiar.. so paiseh.. haha... den go to kfc to study.. haha.. study?! NO!! in de end, discussing our hols plans n bday plans.. haha... discuss whether eat steamboat or grill? kaox.. den denise still wan me to call everyone to ask which one they prefer! haha.. den in de end i still win loh.. bleahs.. haha.. den discussed wat food to buy.. haha.. den i suggested to go Shop N Save to see see look look lohx.. since we r not studying at all.. haha.. den its like damn cold in there hao ma!! whoa! den after realised its late le.. so proceeded to take bus.. den smth amazing happened! we were still walking to de bus stop n saw de bus cuming! den we decided to gif it a chase! n surprisingly, we made it!! we caught de bus!!! whoa! amazing eh?! haha.. wateva.. haha!!!
alright.. going to find smth to eat n den study le.. looks like its another sleepless night le.. cool! bye peeps!
*i wont be alone. || 1:24 PM
she is she, nobody but SHE.
maybelyn.
18 november.
and...
she belongs to nowhere.
she loves...
she wishes for...
she doesnt know, either.
understand;
maybelyn;
speak;
mingle;
reminisce;
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